What's forever for?
Haven’t been updating recently...not really in the mood..I am right now though..no homework tonight (hip hip hooray) homework’s been killing me this week...Monday night I was working on my biology booklet from 3-130 (insanely too long to be working on a project in my opinion) and I still didn’t finish...luckily we had a sub that day so everyone just finished it then. Last night I had to write a short essay on the film Twelve Angry Men for Mrs. Finley...wasn’t that bad but it was my algebra homework that took a while. Today was exceptionally easy..Duke for only 30 minutes but Howell and G were in bad moods today in band..:( Child Care was amazing..I played musical chairs!! And for once today my mind was COMPLETELY preoccupied. Math- we had a substitute!!! Me Shannan Laural and Josh just talked the whole time. Cymbals after school..Gincy'll know by the end of next week's practice who'll be on the line..keeping my fingers crossed that my four leaf clover will prove to be good luck..it hasn’t been anything but bad luck so far. :( I want to go see the play this weekend...anyone up for it?? So I’ve got some "to you's" to hand out and most of you can probably figure out who one is to..nevertheless..you may think its immature but I don’t really care...
To you: Thank you for constantly being there for me..words cant express the amount of gratitude I have towards you..I thank God you’ve been there before and know exactly what I’m going through..you know who you are and you’re amazing. I love you. Slurpie.
and to you: I hope you had fun playing games with my feelings..I hope someday you'll realize that I’m not a toy..and that I really do have feelings and it does hurt me that you've treated me the way you have and continue to do. You are probably the one who'll say "She’s so immature for putting that in her Live journal”...when the truth is you’re the immature one for approaching things the way you have..and you know I’m right..I think you'll find that I don’t care what you think anymore..you say you care about our friendship but the last time something happened I was the only one fighting to keep together what so little we had left. Well I’m done fighting. I’m through. You win. I hope you’re finally satisfied. I'll never be what you want me to be. If you cant take me for who I am I don’t care. Its too low for me to sink to..
So sorry ya'll had to read that...but I needed to get it off my back and I’m not talking to that person for fear of saying something that doesn’t need to be said. I hope ya'll are having a fabulous week..Im counting down the days until summer. I cant wait. Lets hang out this summer. :)
<3 Lindsay
To you: Thank you for constantly being there for me..words cant express the amount of gratitude I have towards you..I thank God you’ve been there before and know exactly what I’m going through..you know who you are and you’re amazing. I love you. Slurpie.
and to you: I hope you had fun playing games with my feelings..I hope someday you'll realize that I’m not a toy..and that I really do have feelings and it does hurt me that you've treated me the way you have and continue to do. You are probably the one who'll say "She’s so immature for putting that in her Live journal”...when the truth is you’re the immature one for approaching things the way you have..and you know I’m right..I think you'll find that I don’t care what you think anymore..you say you care about our friendship but the last time something happened I was the only one fighting to keep together what so little we had left. Well I’m done fighting. I’m through. You win. I hope you’re finally satisfied. I'll never be what you want me to be. If you cant take me for who I am I don’t care. Its too low for me to sink to..
So sorry ya'll had to read that...but I needed to get it off my back and I’m not talking to that person for fear of saying something that doesn’t need to be said. I hope ya'll are having a fabulous week..Im counting down the days until summer. I cant wait. Lets hang out this summer. :)
<3 Lindsay