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[carriebou22]

im tired.
tired of being tired
tired of annoyed with my room mate
tired of trying to act happy all the time
tired of being the girl people forget about
tired of not being as fun and outgoing
tired of not being good friends with them
tired of trying to make friends
tired of being the forgotten friend that tags along every where
tired of headaches
tired of the food
tired of listening to you
tired of being fake
tired of missing you
tired of worrying about you
tired of hoping someone is thinking about me

tired tired tired.
i am a transparent person
but i dont have anyone to complain to here because i would complain about them or else just feel like i was whining about my life not being perfect.

i dont know anymore.
maybe im just in that shitty phase of my life where everything makes me want to cry
i dont know.