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How come everybody else seems to be getting along just great, but I can't seem to stay completely happy for a whole day without crying (or at least getting pretty upset) once?!?!? Fuck that. I'm tired of feeling like this and being the only one I know who feels like this. I still wish I could just get better at hiding it and keeping it from others. I don't think I'm meant for anybody. Maybe I should just make a life out of Peace Corps or traveling and helping others. Because, really, I think I just CAN'T make myself happy. Making other people smile is the only real thing that makes me smile sometimes I think.