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ok...so in my last post when i said that brian was moving into jess's house i was totally joking! haha...yeah, so funny.
no, i wasnt joking i was just misinformed by jess...
justin (jess's old roommate) is moving in there and i am moving in with brian and jude. i gave brian $100 to help pay for this month's rent on my room (they're not making me pay for it since i dont live there yet...) and i already put a tapestry and a lamp in there. brian said that i could start moving in my stuff whenever i want so i think im gonna wait until after christmas to really get into it. i fear that if i do it before it could dampen my family's x-mas spirit.
however my mom did joke with me about it yesterday...our neighbors across the street out in conway have a son who turned 18 last june and they're trying to keep him in their house so my mom said i was gonna be in trouble with them..."how are they supposed to keep dane there when you're moving out?" hahaha hehehe its their problem. so, now that there has been a joke, i think i can take my mom there and show her my room...she'll help me decorate if i ask her.
i love my mom.
we had a long talk this morning before i came to school...see, theres this chick at work that i just cant stand and she keeps calling me and wanting to "talk." she went to the highschool before we ever worked together and i didnt even like her back then...she was a debate kid and a cheerleader- snobby, self-centered, shallow, and materialistic. when i first started working there she always made me feel uncomfortable and i've always had to be the one to say hi to her...she just treats me like im a loser-a waste of her time...shes always been the first one to make fun of me and make me feel inferior.
so, a while ago i mentioned to someone that i thought that she didnt like me and she confronted me about it a few days ago. it was during work in the back room (where anyone could walk in and interupt the uncomfortable moment-horrible timing on her part) and all she said was "i heard you said that i didnt like you...i just wanted to let you know that that's not true." i was like, w/e...her saying that just made me feel even more like she didnt like me. so, last night when i had jess over at my house and i was sitting around and talking with my parents she calls my house. she sounds impatient and says that we've had some "tention" between us and we need to talk about it...i said it was a bad time and that i would call her back...
...but i dont want to.
i just never want to see her again. just hearing her voice makes my skin crawl...we're just too different from eachother and i cant deal with how she always gets the last word and shes always right. i dont really want to work with her but i know i'll have to eventually so i think im just gonna tell her that we dont have to be friends to work together. my mom thought that that was a good idea...it was just nice to talk to someone about it. i can talk to jess but he's just like "w***er is a dumb bitch. ignore her." i cant do that when we work shoulder to shoulder.
and, im probably not gonna get to see jess till late friday night/early saturday morning...im so busy with madrigal that i cant see him tonight or tomorrow and hes going to slayer tomorrow night...so i think im gonna go to his house after the madrigal on friday and wait for him in his bed...i love suprizing him!
oh, i love him.
to those who hate long posts-sorry. just had a lot on my mind.
no, i wasnt joking i was just misinformed by jess...
justin (jess's old roommate) is moving in there and i am moving in with brian and jude. i gave brian $100 to help pay for this month's rent on my room (they're not making me pay for it since i dont live there yet...) and i already put a tapestry and a lamp in there. brian said that i could start moving in my stuff whenever i want so i think im gonna wait until after christmas to really get into it. i fear that if i do it before it could dampen my family's x-mas spirit.
however my mom did joke with me about it yesterday...our neighbors across the street out in conway have a son who turned 18 last june and they're trying to keep him in their house so my mom said i was gonna be in trouble with them..."how are they supposed to keep dane there when you're moving out?" hahaha hehehe its their problem. so, now that there has been a joke, i think i can take my mom there and show her my room...she'll help me decorate if i ask her.
i love my mom.
we had a long talk this morning before i came to school...see, theres this chick at work that i just cant stand and she keeps calling me and wanting to "talk." she went to the highschool before we ever worked together and i didnt even like her back then...she was a debate kid and a cheerleader- snobby, self-centered, shallow, and materialistic. when i first started working there she always made me feel uncomfortable and i've always had to be the one to say hi to her...she just treats me like im a loser-a waste of her time...shes always been the first one to make fun of me and make me feel inferior.
so, a while ago i mentioned to someone that i thought that she didnt like me and she confronted me about it a few days ago. it was during work in the back room (where anyone could walk in and interupt the uncomfortable moment-horrible timing on her part) and all she said was "i heard you said that i didnt like you...i just wanted to let you know that that's not true." i was like, w/e...her saying that just made me feel even more like she didnt like me. so, last night when i had jess over at my house and i was sitting around and talking with my parents she calls my house. she sounds impatient and says that we've had some "tention" between us and we need to talk about it...i said it was a bad time and that i would call her back...
...but i dont want to.
i just never want to see her again. just hearing her voice makes my skin crawl...we're just too different from eachother and i cant deal with how she always gets the last word and shes always right. i dont really want to work with her but i know i'll have to eventually so i think im just gonna tell her that we dont have to be friends to work together. my mom thought that that was a good idea...it was just nice to talk to someone about it. i can talk to jess but he's just like "w***er is a dumb bitch. ignore her." i cant do that when we work shoulder to shoulder.
and, im probably not gonna get to see jess till late friday night/early saturday morning...im so busy with madrigal that i cant see him tonight or tomorrow and hes going to slayer tomorrow night...so i think im gonna go to his house after the madrigal on friday and wait for him in his bed...i love suprizing him!
oh, i love him.
to those who hate long posts-sorry. just had a lot on my mind.