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Hey journal. I sure havent written in a long time. oh well then i have lots to write about. so here goes try not to get to bored with my babbling. um start from when school ended. I passed bio and i was so happy because my mark only dropped 3 percent which was awesome coolness!!!!!! i was so happy to be done school and i still feel like i was seet free i know that is dramatic but it is true and i feel so much less stressed!!! my schedule for next year is uber messed but i wil have to live with it and work my but off. my schedule is canadian history, english Lit 40S, English Trans 40S, Consumaer math 30S, Consumer math 40S. isnt that crazy but i guess if i want to go away and come back not stressed then i will have to have it this way. felt so incredibly cut off from everyone because i work and because of braiding hair and no school to make plans for the evening. I doidnt get to see anyone or talk to anyone for like a long time and it really sucked i felt pretty lonely. I was so mad at my dad for a long itme and i didnt want to talk about it sorry if i was snippy to anyone but i was just filled with pent up anger but i am doing better now if you care to know that. i hate groups inside groups because they make [people feel bad but there is nothing i can do about it so i will just pray and let God handle it al land not worry about it anymore. my basement is slowly progressing but it is stil lnot very far along because we ran out of drywall. but at least i kind of have a room although i havent moved any of my stuff yet
we are having our garage sale this weekend instead of next weekend which is dumb but it gave us more time which is very welcome. my dad is still going to go to the phillipines without me and do some sort of mining digging thing that i dont get but hey if it floates his boat fine as long as it cant hurt us any more then were already are hurt. he is really dumb but i am tryingto let go and forgive him for all the new hurt because i have for the old already
but you know what really sucks that i saw him and his "girl friend" at the pool swimming together and i know they have done that beforewhich is so frustrating!!!!!!!!!!!! Please pray that i will soften mny heart towards him and her. i really neeed all the help i can get wth this. but work is alright. i dont get very many shifts at Djs but i do get them at the watermelon place so that is good i need to raise the money. that reminds me that if anyone thinks of any idea of how to raise lots of money it would be great to hear them. i need to fundaise for New Zealand so ideas are great things. hoping for sponsorship and scholarship which reminds me that i have to get my essay in very very soon. shall do that tomorrow along with tiffs letter. anyways mud is cool and rain is awesome. Tackling is great fun and i hope we do something together again soon everybody. hope we get together need to call heidi and everyone else. see everybody soon i hope. byebye luv you al please pray for me to have wisdom and patience and all that good stuff and anything God puts on your hearts to pray for. luv you all byebye.
we are having our garage sale this weekend instead of next weekend which is dumb but it gave us more time which is very welcome. my dad is still going to go to the phillipines without me and do some sort of mining digging thing that i dont get but hey if it floates his boat fine as long as it cant hurt us any more then were already are hurt. he is really dumb but i am tryingto let go and forgive him for all the new hurt because i have for the old already
but you know what really sucks that i saw him and his "girl friend" at the pool swimming together and i know they have done that beforewhich is so frustrating!!!!!!!!!!!! Please pray that i will soften mny heart towards him and her. i really neeed all the help i can get wth this. but work is alright. i dont get very many shifts at Djs but i do get them at the watermelon place so that is good i need to raise the money. that reminds me that if anyone thinks of any idea of how to raise lots of money it would be great to hear them. i need to fundaise for New Zealand so ideas are great things. hoping for sponsorship and scholarship which reminds me that i have to get my essay in very very soon. shall do that tomorrow along with tiffs letter. anyways mud is cool and rain is awesome. Tackling is great fun and i hope we do something together again soon everybody. hope we get together need to call heidi and everyone else. see everybody soon i hope. byebye luv you al please pray for me to have wisdom and patience and all that good stuff and anything God puts on your hearts to pray for. luv you all byebye.