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hey journal. i am so happy and excited and tired and woohoo all at once and kinda dreading school but that is alright. i got my job and i start tomorrow i have my first shift at 430 woohoo cant wait!!!!!!!!!!!!! mY stuff came inthe mail though so that is the major reason for my excitement. i have filled out everything except the weight because it is kg and the height because it is m and cm which is crazy i dont know how tall i am like that. or how much i weigh. it is dumb. i am supposed to be studying for bio but i dont know whcih unit the test is on. we do it all at the same time and then i get lost and now i forget what we did with the nervous systam which is dumb because didnt i just do it. grrrrrrrrr that is stupid it is almost as bad as writing a ton and then erasing it. i had a revelation that i can live with a non christian family and like witness to them. yeah i know really bad revelation but hey it was to me. i really badly want people who share my faith and that i can grow with and learn to love God more with but i really want to live with people who dont know God and that i could witness to while i lived with them by just living differently than they do. hey both work and i just pray that God will do whatever is supposed to be and that i would be ok with it. may long this weekend and i hate it. i cant believe what is going to be goingon and there is not anything i can do about it but pray yes it is great to pray but i want to go out there and do it. you know. do you ever feel that if you go do it it would not take as long as if you prayed. i have and journal i know that is the dumbest thought ever and that God's way is best but i still feel that way and i want it to go away. Hey i need to work on waiting for God and realizing that prayer is a 2 way conversation. hey writing things really does help. awesome i will have to do it more often. luv ya byebye for now jounal.