I'm sick.
Food poisoning perhaps? This on top of feeling cranky, hormonal and having a crushing headache. Completely icky. And I've found everyone and everything gets on my last nerve, lately. I've felt talentless, replaceable, and about a breath away from saying something really awful to everyone I've talked to for the last few days.
So what do I do? Count my blessings. Even if I don't wanna and it kills me. *pouty face*
Friends
family
talking on the phone for hours about nothing
Ethan and Aaron discussing whether or not Lando Calrissian is a bad guy
writing with friends
livejournal
posting on live journal
commenting on livejournal
getting reviews for stories
sneak hugs from Ethan
cuddles from AJ
devotionals on 2ormore
Si_muove_rpg
rice crackers
wasabi peas
daylilies
quilts
Katie Bell, the black lab
checking a ticky box
crossing off things from my to do list
real, honest hugs
helping those in need
being needed
Ron/Pansy
sugar-free non-fat vanilla lattes
Splenda (I don't care if it kills me, God help me, I love those little yellow packets)
having the windows open and the air conditioning off
hearing my kids laugh
someone else telling me how polite my boys are
when my children don't whine
a blank day in the day planner
tags
googledocs
gmail notifier
visual representations
The Office
Supernatural
my new barstools!
a place for everything and everything in its place
fall
leaves turning colors
pumpkins (not eating them though, because gross)
diet coke
coffee!
Sales at Old Navy
laughing
Jim/Pam
Dean
Sammy
Dr. Cox's rants
clean sheet day
cuddling with Nolan
cafe au lait
homemade cards
real mail
a good haircut
shoes - any kind, I'm not picky
Ethan arguing with his father that bad guys are more interesting than good guys (wonder where he gets that?)
feeling normal
having a good attitude
relief of pain
entire episodes of TV on DVD
Emily
Jensen ackles
writing
reading
baths
wearing jewelry
purchasing rather than shopping
black and white photographs
when someone else cooks dinner
Ethan perpetually writing "books"
calls from my mom
hearing about my neices and nephews
Tex-Mex
baby carrots
My Daddy
artichoke hearts
pretty hand towels
decorative soaps
scented candles
Raspberry Lemonade blistex
falling asleep with Nolan's hand on my back
my bed
birds singing (but not in the early morning, cause ugh)
There. Marginally better.
EDIT:
This is my list from 2 years ago. Huh.