i'm going to get past this __ // *
i havent written in forever // or at least since after spring break..
basically -- chris has a new girlfriend
-- my trying to get over him has not worked .. but i think this is deff a sign shouting in my face TO MOVE THE HELL ON . i mean he has and i've seen the stuff he says to her __ .. yeah wow .
its like everything we had was completely erased // i guess he's crazy about her but it's funny cause in my greatestjournal .. i have saved a convo from him and i from last week .. and its like carrie i miss you i love you . ugh whatever . this is it.
OOO BUT THE THING THAT IS THE BEST IS THEIR DAY IS THE 11TH -- THAT WAS OUR FUCKING DAY !! 12.11.03 !! yeah . wow .
i deff dont like anyone // so ive decided to give up on boys . period for a while . just have fun . cause its like no matter how sweet or whatever i just cant get myself too ... orr iff i kinda do then it gets screwed over . ugh
sooo yeahhhh . bye