i feel like this is goin nowhere

[carrie0]

ok so ive updated like 38466487 times in the past hour but i just realized that everyone has all of this different stuff going on in their life and sometimes you cant see the bad in someones situation so you think they are perfect and thats where jealousy comes from?Just a theory.idk.i probably sound stupid and am not making sense. but i dont care. fuck you.i mean it is just not possible to be perfect.really.so i guess its good i have a live journal because no one is there to listen to me. ever.but any ways i wouldnt tAlk to people anyways because i dont want to bother other people with my problems.this is not a cry for attention. so i recommend that anyone that reads this just stop becuse im doing this to get things off of my chest. there is no gossip here.and also, there is two sides of things and you can never understand the other side. why is that?i dont get this whole life thing.i suck at this game.i lose.the end.no, its not.ill get over this whole thing.i mean, not that its even a big deal.so im just rambling now.bye.

just some thing that are going on latley
-my dad started a new job and for the next year he works less than a mile away from my house.
-i got ashley kicked off of showdolls
-me and heather are good again(yay!)

im probably going to get bitched at for making these entrys.

please just dont comment.keep the mean comments to yourself.

im sorry