Has it been a lifetime.....
Well.....
Logged in to LiveJournal today. Just felt like going back in time a little bit today. I've read a few posts from long ago from people I will probably never speak too again. People that were a big part of my life from the date of the post before this one. How time has changed things, not for the better or worse either just changed. I've grown over the last 15 - 20 years. I have a real job now; I can actually support myself. I've fallen in and out of love, which was the most painful thing of all but proud I was able to put myself first and move past a toxic relationship. I've let go of toxic friendships; dare to even say I’ve unfollowed people on social media platforms. Unfollowing on social media is pretty satisfying, satisfying in the sense for real healing to start and keep moving up. Learned a lot since 2005, and still learning.
Reading my own posts from 2004 and 2005 is painful but in a good way. I was dumb back then but had so much fun at the same time. Life long memories I will carry with me always and even more memories that were never written down up until now.
I still love and miss all of you. But I think it was for the best that we said goodbye when we did. Let the memories rest and move on.
I plan on writing in this journal more often. I hope to be consistent.
Got a lot of pictures of my dog to post :)
Logged in to LiveJournal today. Just felt like going back in time a little bit today. I've read a few posts from long ago from people I will probably never speak too again. People that were a big part of my life from the date of the post before this one. How time has changed things, not for the better or worse either just changed. I've grown over the last 15 - 20 years. I have a real job now; I can actually support myself. I've fallen in and out of love, which was the most painful thing of all but proud I was able to put myself first and move past a toxic relationship. I've let go of toxic friendships; dare to even say I’ve unfollowed people on social media platforms. Unfollowing on social media is pretty satisfying, satisfying in the sense for real healing to start and keep moving up. Learned a lot since 2005, and still learning.
Reading my own posts from 2004 and 2005 is painful but in a good way. I was dumb back then but had so much fun at the same time. Life long memories I will carry with me always and even more memories that were never written down up until now.
I still love and miss all of you. But I think it was for the best that we said goodbye when we did. Let the memories rest and move on.
I plan on writing in this journal more often. I hope to be consistent.
Got a lot of pictures of my dog to post :)