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Oct 22, 2003 20:39

Brandon Thomson and Libby Sherwood,

I can not understand why you left. To think running from your problems is going to solve anything. I hope you don't actually believe you will do the things you say you will. I...am so disappointed. In both of you. To not be able to recognize the innumerable things you had going for you.

But that's enough lecturing. I definitely had no control on your actions when you were here, so I can't fool myself into believeing my words will affect you when you are so far away. No matter what you choose to do, I just want you to know that I hope for nothing more than for you to be safe and happy.

I am so sorry for not always being supportive of you. There is no reason why I should think for one second that I know how to live your life better than you do. I am sorry, but I will not even think that my actions had anything to do with your decision: I am not guilty at all. It would be wrong for someone to become depressed because they selfishly felt they were the reason you left. It's already painful to know you gave up on us, we don't also need to beat ourselves up.

Well, I hope you read this at some point. It's for you.

I will remember you,
Jonathan Bao
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