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i've got plenty to complain about tonight... so i'll jump right in
-you are so stupid for letting things get the way they have. you should have known better. you should have had enough self respect to let things go. you let your emotions get you into trouble. you are wanting things to happen so much that you are blinded. i'm so disappointed in you. you are so gullible. you have so many issues its not even funny. you let yourself feel things are your fault b/c you arent willing to accept that you make wrong decisions but people have responsibility for their own actions and what they do to you is not your fault to an extent. you need self esteem. you need a thicker skin. you need a lot of help.
-you customers that treated me like crap tonight... i dislike you greatly. how in the world do you think its ok to talk to a server the way you talked to me tonight. i'm sorry things went wrong but that gave you no right to speak to me the way you did. you are a heartless wench. i wouldnt let you have the satisfaction of making me cry. you dont deserve it. I DONT COOK THE FOOD SO DONT BE PISSED OFF AT ME WHEN IT DOESNT LOOK THE WAY YOU IMAGINED. and thank you oh so much for feeling enough pity on me to give me a $2 tip. i hope that made your heart grown a little bigger. BAH!
-thank you to those tables ive had tonight that treated me with decency and enough respect as a human being. a $7 tip from two men that were kind enough to speak to me as a human and that man that told me he enjoyed me serving him. thank you. i think its pathetic that one table of the evening is enough to ruin everything. people shouldnt be allowed to have that much control over others feelings.
-you need to stop telling me im jealous when i know I'M NOT JEALOUS! I DONT LIKE YOU. and if i were as straightforward as i should be and not considerate of your feelings i would have told you exactly why im not jealous. I'M NOT BECAUSE I DONT LIKE YOU I COULD CARE LESS IF YOU FLIRT WITH SOMEONE ELSE OR NOT! you need to grow up and you should treat women kindly, and with the utmost respect. and when i told you to stop hitting me with that thing i meant it and when i told you i was going to hurt your jewels i was telling the truth. so you have no right to be pissed off that i actually did it after you continually hit me after i told you not to.
-you are still treating me nicely. you asked me if i was mad at you but i couldnt be because you havent done anything to me. you asked me if i was a virgin and i told you yes. you and the others just laughed and said it wasnt true. i think i would know if i were or not. and if anyone noticed much of anything about me they would konw that but they dont because people are only concerned with themselves.
-you... i dont understand you at all. you are so messed up. and the sad thing is i keep thinking this is my fault you are acting the way you are. its not my fault its all yours. granted i should have known that apparently i am a dime a dozen but this doesnt mean you have the right to act the way you do. the more i think about you the more i pity you. you like to talk about things... things you have no right to talk about.
-everyone that helped me out tonight did more than they will ever know. fellow employees and friends. thank you.
-im in such need for this vacation and time away from things that its not even funny. 2 weeks away from cracker barrel should give me a renewed sense of work ethic. i will hopefully not feel the need to hurt anyone or quit. i will be level headed enough not to make stupid decisions.
-this is all for now... its interesting how much this is toned down since i called crystal.. crystal thank you so much for listening ot all this mess. you mean the world to me
-you are so stupid for letting things get the way they have. you should have known better. you should have had enough self respect to let things go. you let your emotions get you into trouble. you are wanting things to happen so much that you are blinded. i'm so disappointed in you. you are so gullible. you have so many issues its not even funny. you let yourself feel things are your fault b/c you arent willing to accept that you make wrong decisions but people have responsibility for their own actions and what they do to you is not your fault to an extent. you need self esteem. you need a thicker skin. you need a lot of help.
-you customers that treated me like crap tonight... i dislike you greatly. how in the world do you think its ok to talk to a server the way you talked to me tonight. i'm sorry things went wrong but that gave you no right to speak to me the way you did. you are a heartless wench. i wouldnt let you have the satisfaction of making me cry. you dont deserve it. I DONT COOK THE FOOD SO DONT BE PISSED OFF AT ME WHEN IT DOESNT LOOK THE WAY YOU IMAGINED. and thank you oh so much for feeling enough pity on me to give me a $2 tip. i hope that made your heart grown a little bigger. BAH!
-thank you to those tables ive had tonight that treated me with decency and enough respect as a human being. a $7 tip from two men that were kind enough to speak to me as a human and that man that told me he enjoyed me serving him. thank you. i think its pathetic that one table of the evening is enough to ruin everything. people shouldnt be allowed to have that much control over others feelings.
-you need to stop telling me im jealous when i know I'M NOT JEALOUS! I DONT LIKE YOU. and if i were as straightforward as i should be and not considerate of your feelings i would have told you exactly why im not jealous. I'M NOT BECAUSE I DONT LIKE YOU I COULD CARE LESS IF YOU FLIRT WITH SOMEONE ELSE OR NOT! you need to grow up and you should treat women kindly, and with the utmost respect. and when i told you to stop hitting me with that thing i meant it and when i told you i was going to hurt your jewels i was telling the truth. so you have no right to be pissed off that i actually did it after you continually hit me after i told you not to.
-you are still treating me nicely. you asked me if i was mad at you but i couldnt be because you havent done anything to me. you asked me if i was a virgin and i told you yes. you and the others just laughed and said it wasnt true. i think i would know if i were or not. and if anyone noticed much of anything about me they would konw that but they dont because people are only concerned with themselves.
-you... i dont understand you at all. you are so messed up. and the sad thing is i keep thinking this is my fault you are acting the way you are. its not my fault its all yours. granted i should have known that apparently i am a dime a dozen but this doesnt mean you have the right to act the way you do. the more i think about you the more i pity you. you like to talk about things... things you have no right to talk about.
-everyone that helped me out tonight did more than they will ever know. fellow employees and friends. thank you.
-im in such need for this vacation and time away from things that its not even funny. 2 weeks away from cracker barrel should give me a renewed sense of work ethic. i will hopefully not feel the need to hurt anyone or quit. i will be level headed enough not to make stupid decisions.
-this is all for now... its interesting how much this is toned down since i called crystal.. crystal thank you so much for listening ot all this mess. you mean the world to me