Traveling Minstrel
So I've come to the point in my life where I've decided that I have nothing but crap. I think I don't want a much of material possessions. The things that I truly ever play with are my guitar and my laptop. Those are really the only two things in the world I need other then my clothes. I asked my dad today if I could have his suitcase. My plan is to pack my clothes into a couple suit cases and start selling my dresser, tv, vcr/dvd combo drive. Stereo system, Bowflex and get rid of all the clothing that doesn't fit. I've already limited my hat collection that I had down to about 5 hats that I'll still wear. Which for those of you who know me I rarely wear hates. They don't look good on me.
I think its about time that I wrote down my goals. Which is something I plan on doing at work tomorrow since I'm generally board anyway. I need to sit and think about my next steps after I finish my MBA. For one I want to get my Doctorates in Neuropsychology. Its taken me awhile to decide on that but its what I want. I want to travel Europe next summer. I want to go to Boston for New Years. Spring Break I wanna be in Florida. And I want to be working a job I can be proud of. I've decided that I don't want to move from Washington right now. I think in about another year it will be a smart move. The last of my siblings will be in school and she will be to preoccupied to spend time with her Shawn.
Basically I want more out of my life. Always more. I feel that I've endured some pretty serious hardships over the last year. Josh breaking up with me TWICE.. has been a struggle to get over. Especially now that he has a new boyfriend. I'm very happy for him. Its time he did move on. I don't think I'll ever stop loving him. Shoot if he asked me to come move to Vegas with him I would still do that in a heartbeat.
I'm ready to move on though. I just don't know where. I'm feeling impatient. I don't want to be a person who settles for a mediocre life. My goal is to be more open and honest with people. I've made some promises and have not been holding true to them for that I'm sorry because that is one thing I always hold true is I stick to my promises.
I wish I had more time to write at the moment but I'm exhausted. I've spent the last 5 hours working on a group project for my online class. Less then a year and I'll have an MBA. I need to take some time and do a little more self-reflection. Its interesting but sometimes I feel like I'm my own counselor. I think i have dual-personality disorder.. LOL.. I'll most more tomorrow when I have a more coherent thought pattern..
I think its about time that I wrote down my goals. Which is something I plan on doing at work tomorrow since I'm generally board anyway. I need to sit and think about my next steps after I finish my MBA. For one I want to get my Doctorates in Neuropsychology. Its taken me awhile to decide on that but its what I want. I want to travel Europe next summer. I want to go to Boston for New Years. Spring Break I wanna be in Florida. And I want to be working a job I can be proud of. I've decided that I don't want to move from Washington right now. I think in about another year it will be a smart move. The last of my siblings will be in school and she will be to preoccupied to spend time with her Shawn.
Basically I want more out of my life. Always more. I feel that I've endured some pretty serious hardships over the last year. Josh breaking up with me TWICE.. has been a struggle to get over. Especially now that he has a new boyfriend. I'm very happy for him. Its time he did move on. I don't think I'll ever stop loving him. Shoot if he asked me to come move to Vegas with him I would still do that in a heartbeat.
I'm ready to move on though. I just don't know where. I'm feeling impatient. I don't want to be a person who settles for a mediocre life. My goal is to be more open and honest with people. I've made some promises and have not been holding true to them for that I'm sorry because that is one thing I always hold true is I stick to my promises.
I wish I had more time to write at the moment but I'm exhausted. I've spent the last 5 hours working on a group project for my online class. Less then a year and I'll have an MBA. I need to take some time and do a little more self-reflection. Its interesting but sometimes I feel like I'm my own counselor. I think i have dual-personality disorder.. LOL.. I'll most more tomorrow when I have a more coherent thought pattern..