For some strange reason, the pop princess is addicted to this song.....
I haven't gone to work yet, and I already know this day is going to suck.... I couldn't fall asleep last night. Normally, I fall asleep at some point the afternoon before, but I take melatonin to help me sleep. And, I'm inbed by ten, asleep by 11, 11:30 or so. Well, I finally turned my light out at 11:30 and was expecting myself to fall right to sleep. Well, that didn't happen. I didn't fully fall asleep until 2 and may have slept for a few minutes here and there before hand. It was really annoying because I woke up sometime after 4 and at 5. So, when my alarm went off at 5:30, I really didn't want to get up. I've got coffee ready for me and will just try to stay awake at work. Definatly can tell naptime will be after work.... Maybe I'll see if I can get off work early from Dave....
And, I feel so evil for this, but I'm dealing well at all with Courtney leaving... I should be okay, I mean, I knew there was always a possibility that they'd leave... I'm in denial and it just isn't sitting right iwth me. I make snarky comments at times to her, and I feel so bad because I know she'll be closer to her family, and with having Jacob by that point, that's a good thing. But, she says I'll come to visit, but honestly, how often do I really take a vacation? I just, it feels like it's all over, as much as we try to pretend it's not.....
Maybe that was why I couldn't sleep. Too much I'm dealing with. And the Christmas countdown has somewhat started at work... joy... :(. I'm already feeling worn out. I'm going to be royally trashed by the end of the holidays.... I need a break... Time to catch up on sleep, time to relax. I probably won't get it but I have a feeling I'll need it...
And, I feel so evil for this, but I'm dealing well at all with Courtney leaving... I should be okay, I mean, I knew there was always a possibility that they'd leave... I'm in denial and it just isn't sitting right iwth me. I make snarky comments at times to her, and I feel so bad because I know she'll be closer to her family, and with having Jacob by that point, that's a good thing. But, she says I'll come to visit, but honestly, how often do I really take a vacation? I just, it feels like it's all over, as much as we try to pretend it's not.....
Maybe that was why I couldn't sleep. Too much I'm dealing with. And the Christmas countdown has somewhat started at work... joy... :(. I'm already feeling worn out. I'm going to be royally trashed by the end of the holidays.... I need a break... Time to catch up on sleep, time to relax. I probably won't get it but I have a feeling I'll need it...