Nov 12, 2005 00:17
Well, I've been thinking a lot today...mostly just random things about life...But really who can put any concept into what life really is. There is a full spectrum of emotion, and an infinite number of paradox's we can alter our future with. For quite a while now, I've been mad at everything, just because I'm pretty odd I guess, my head wonders a lot, but you know what, In the end, Life is what we make it. Even though this is quite an old clichè, it still fits. I'd rather live, than contemplate my life away, and be worried. As for me, I know I'm an ambitious person, and I believe that my dreams will become my future, not as an optimist, not as a pessismist...I'll just be the person in between, taking on the full effect of life. It's odd how I can come to an epiphany in a short while. I think I might even try to meet a girl or something, but for now, I think I'll just chill out until I find one who's really worth it. It seems all chicks want to do now is goto a movie or something and go make out and all that lame business...Quite frankly, I'd like to just go chill, and watch time go by, not in pure silence, but just sort of waiting, for something to catch the eye, but really, we are constantly waiting for something new...I sort of am coming to enjoy this chaotic ride of life, Ha.