I need a pick-me-up :(
I completely disliked work today. In fact, yeah, i'd go so far as to say i HATED it. I just wish the managers weren't such assholes... esp when they think they're so great, and yeah i might be working there under them for now, but who's got the college degree? Yeah, that's right, make your fucking jokes just cuz you don't train me to do shit and then i'm required to do it... awesome. Thank goodness for customers who make me smile... today it was 'Batman Returns' boy... friendly, charming, and cute (sadly just a bit too preppy). Still nice tho, and helped kill my time for about 45 minutes. ;)
And to make it worse, all day i felt like yaking... i better not be getting the flu, dammit! >:-#
I also got some 16G rings for my ears, and tried to pop the bead in, and good thing i made sure to plug the sink in case i dropped it, cuz it bounced and went down the dang hole in the top front of the sink instead. Naturally. F that.
Thank goodness for the only upsides of my day: Jax finally getting to work; me leaving work; Jonny-G finally getting a new phone and chatting on my break (nice 3am call, ps); running into Megan Johnson on my way out. :)
Now im gonna try to sleep this bad day away... if i can... my neighbor just got an amp & a guitar that he clearly cant play... wonderful.
Sorry, i don't like to be bitchy and pessimistic, but it's inevitable right now... i feel like i'm just waiting for someone to show up at my door and lower the ultimate boom anytime now. Someone save me and tell me something happy! :-s
At a time when i'm more free to do anything i can/want, i feel trapped and like i cant get to where i want to be, even tho i really dunno where that is just yet... sometimes i wish life would just let things happen right NOW (before i have time to overthink it all)...
And to make it worse, all day i felt like yaking... i better not be getting the flu, dammit! >:-#
I also got some 16G rings for my ears, and tried to pop the bead in, and good thing i made sure to plug the sink in case i dropped it, cuz it bounced and went down the dang hole in the top front of the sink instead. Naturally. F that.
Thank goodness for the only upsides of my day: Jax finally getting to work; me leaving work; Jonny-G finally getting a new phone and chatting on my break (nice 3am call, ps); running into Megan Johnson on my way out. :)
Now im gonna try to sleep this bad day away... if i can... my neighbor just got an amp & a guitar that he clearly cant play... wonderful.
Sorry, i don't like to be bitchy and pessimistic, but it's inevitable right now... i feel like i'm just waiting for someone to show up at my door and lower the ultimate boom anytime now. Someone save me and tell me something happy! :-s
At a time when i'm more free to do anything i can/want, i feel trapped and like i cant get to where i want to be, even tho i really dunno where that is just yet... sometimes i wish life would just let things happen right NOW (before i have time to overthink it all)...