Sep 28, 2008 14:58
Life is funny. I've been pushed down and kicked around by life a good bit. And to be totally honest, people. I'm really fucking tired of all the bullshit I'm going through. At least something seems promising for once. It looks like I'm finally gonna have a decent paying job soon. I've gotten real tired of struggling. I've gotten tired of people, places, things. I'm tired of every relationship that I get in. 'Cause they all end the same. Some in more severe cases than others, but still same end result. I'm tired of dealing and co-existing with scumbags. And no, don't think it is you, unless you really are a said scumbag.
Shit has been tough. I'm fucking sick of it. My patience towards most things has been lost. I can't wait to graduate. I want to be done with school. I want to just live my life to the fullest without all the bullshit. I'm tired of the bullshit because I've been getting bullshit for a quite a few years straight now. I'm fucking gonna do shit with more determination. I need a change.
I feel like shit. I don't need a shoulder to cry on. Trust me. I'm not sad as much as I am aggravated/stressed/frustrated.