I've been quite the recluse, huh?
Well, well, well... It's been another long span of time since I've written in my LJ. I've been busy with looking for jobs, trying to sell my unwanted and un-needed crap to eBay and people I know that would probably want it, and school has been a killer a lot lately.
I've been feeling quite overwhelmed lately. Could it be that I'm starting to get into debt up the ass? Is it that things with the most wonderful person I've ever met are going perfectly? Is it the fact that it's been two months and the only job I have really gotten was in retail and I'm barely making hours? Could it be that I'm starting to live at school and midterms are coming up and that this will surely make me or break me? Yeah... I'd say it's all of that.
I miss my friends. They may not think it or know it, but I actually do miss them. Some never really call and funny enough they bitch and moan saying that I never call when I've made more of the effort than them. Lately though, I've received barely any word from my most of my friends. I want them to know I do wanna hang, but life isn't taken it so easy on me recently.
I'm not complaining because honestly nothings going to get resolved that way. I'm just airing myself out, so in the slight chance that anyone does read this then hopefully they'll understand.
I miss being involved in my own musical projects as well, but I'm still writing and hopefully soon something will prevail.
As far as me and the gf go, things are awesome. Tomorrow will be 4 months of awesome. I love it and I love her. Jocelyn is the best. She totally gets me and I have to say she's pretty damn cool. I just kind of wish I could take her out on a date soon, but I need money and not much is coming in. Soon, I tells you. Soon, I will be able to take her out again so we can paint the town red. I have to say though, I've never been happier.
I reflected on past relationships and I have to say this one takes the cake. She accepts me for me and doesn't mess around with my feelings. She's so lovely. <3 <3 <3
Well, anyways in my constant rambling and rhetoric. I look on my life at this moment and reflect and I know that all the not so great things that are happening are just a speed bump on my road to success. When it rains, it pours. At least, that's what I've been told, but honestly I know it's going to get better.
I've been feeling quite overwhelmed lately. Could it be that I'm starting to get into debt up the ass? Is it that things with the most wonderful person I've ever met are going perfectly? Is it the fact that it's been two months and the only job I have really gotten was in retail and I'm barely making hours? Could it be that I'm starting to live at school and midterms are coming up and that this will surely make me or break me? Yeah... I'd say it's all of that.
I miss my friends. They may not think it or know it, but I actually do miss them. Some never really call and funny enough they bitch and moan saying that I never call when I've made more of the effort than them. Lately though, I've received barely any word from my most of my friends. I want them to know I do wanna hang, but life isn't taken it so easy on me recently.
I'm not complaining because honestly nothings going to get resolved that way. I'm just airing myself out, so in the slight chance that anyone does read this then hopefully they'll understand.
I miss being involved in my own musical projects as well, but I'm still writing and hopefully soon something will prevail.
As far as me and the gf go, things are awesome. Tomorrow will be 4 months of awesome. I love it and I love her. Jocelyn is the best. She totally gets me and I have to say she's pretty damn cool. I just kind of wish I could take her out on a date soon, but I need money and not much is coming in. Soon, I tells you. Soon, I will be able to take her out again so we can paint the town red. I have to say though, I've never been happier.
I reflected on past relationships and I have to say this one takes the cake. She accepts me for me and doesn't mess around with my feelings. She's so lovely. <3 <3 <3
Well, anyways in my constant rambling and rhetoric. I look on my life at this moment and reflect and I know that all the not so great things that are happening are just a speed bump on my road to success. When it rains, it pours. At least, that's what I've been told, but honestly I know it's going to get better.