The truth is you could slit my throat and with my last breath id apologise for bleedin on your shirt
Havent updated in a while hmmmmm lets see whats new here nothing really new just the same old busniess with stacie oh well idk nothing really good to talk about happened until last night yesterday was so fucked up, on saturday I stayed the night over Matts house, it was sweet we jammed until like 3 in the morning then his dad yelled at us to turn that shit off, so then next morning I went home cuz he had church. Then I started talking to stacie and she was like oh I was gonna give you a chance but oh you did shit with Mel i'm like whatever I already told you we did shit and its not like u didnt do shit with dave but you know whatever its stacie shes never wrong I guess so I got into a really bad mood and just went upstairs and fell asleep then at like 3 Matt came over and just walked up in my room while i'm all sleepin in my boxers hes like GET THE FUCK UP i'm all groggy and shit like WTF ok so then I get up and we go get Jordan, then we all go to Oakland mall God I was the worlds biggest dick ever, fuckin black ass niggers all yelling at my cuz I was dancing around all gay. There all like you a fag man i'm like I know can I have your number. There all like how bout you stick your thumb up your ass I'm like I would but it wont fit yet I need to get butt-fucked to It streches out a little bit. Then the fucking niggers all go talk to security saying that we were throwing papers at them security was like oh yeah those guys were about to throw u over the railing and I dont think I'd of been able to help you those were some pretty big guys I'm like I didnt do anything they said I was a fag and all I said was I know sir hes like well dont go messing with people like that I'm like well I dont apprecaite people yelling out my sexual prefrence to everyone in a public mall I mean its not no big secret or anything but you know they say it like being gay is a bad thing seriously its the 21 century I thought that gays had the same rights as straight people that guard was look at me so werid it was so fuckin funny then hes like well just dont mess with people like that. Matt and Jordan were like rolling on the ground laughing. Then we see these really really hott girls so we all walk up there i'm like hi I like your hat I wanted to say I liked your butt but i thought that would be to forward. Then they all gave me there number so even though I was the biggest dick to them this one chick that was with them all bought like 6 thongs and I was all going through her bag and taking them out and waving them aroung like oh this one is good yeah i like this one. Then matt all gets a job application from Victorias secret and all fills it in with all these vulgarities and swear words and we all turned it in it was so funny. Then i all asked erica for a hug just before we left and matt dared me to make out with her so I did suprisingly she didnt slap me she made out with me back I was like WTF dame this is sweet it was funny but i'll never see her again so whatever its just kinda funny cuz I was like the biggest dick ever I had no manners around her and I was just like totally obnoxious and she still made out wit me idk people are fuckin weird.
Then we went back to Jordans house a ate dinner there it was so good fuckin garlic bread and honey baked ham mmmmmm omg so fucking good i loved it then we went over this chick Jamies house cuz Matt was trying to hook up with her she was so hott but I was like the biggest dick to her too idk lol I love being a dick I could do it to everyone and not care idk, anyway then Jamies parents werent home so she's like trying on all these diffent bras for us it was pretty pimp, then i'm all going through her parents liquor cabinet talking like 3 shots of everything in there shes like OMG how can you drink that much that fast I was like hmmm idk it was funny, then she had this table with a lamp and all this shit on it so I was like that table is really really pissing me off can I jump through it shes like go ahead I dont care i'm like really sweet Jordans like dont tell him that he'll do it Jamies like I seriously dont care then I look at Matt i'm like should I do it hes like do it i'm like FUCK YOU then dive across the room and knock everything off the table by jumping through it everybodys crackin up Jamies like OMG are you ok you are fuckin crazy Jordans like I told you he would do it Matt and Jamie are all like major props major props i'm like well you know what FUCK BOTH OF YOU and all walk out then we came home and I stayed up online till like 3 in the morning hopin stacie would come on but hey thats nothing new I do that all the time
A night of regret.
She let me lay on her breast
A morning of regret,
I realized I slept with her friend
A silent good-bye, she gave me no reply
I asked her for a kiss
She answered with her fist
I fucked up again
I lost another friend
I am a user, I didn't mean to lose her
I couldn't keep my pants on, and she's hating me
Unable to think, had one too many drinks
When we were in bed, I was using my other hand
Hating myself, I gave her no respect
I'm feeling like a pig, regretting what I did
I saw her again She used to be my friend
No conversation, I had no explanation
She looked me in the eyes and she said to me...
She said its over
She said its over
She said its over dont talk to me.......
Then we went back to Jordans house a ate dinner there it was so good fuckin garlic bread and honey baked ham mmmmmm omg so fucking good i loved it then we went over this chick Jamies house cuz Matt was trying to hook up with her she was so hott but I was like the biggest dick to her too idk lol I love being a dick I could do it to everyone and not care idk, anyway then Jamies parents werent home so she's like trying on all these diffent bras for us it was pretty pimp, then i'm all going through her parents liquor cabinet talking like 3 shots of everything in there shes like OMG how can you drink that much that fast I was like hmmm idk it was funny, then she had this table with a lamp and all this shit on it so I was like that table is really really pissing me off can I jump through it shes like go ahead I dont care i'm like really sweet Jordans like dont tell him that he'll do it Jamies like I seriously dont care then I look at Matt i'm like should I do it hes like do it i'm like FUCK YOU then dive across the room and knock everything off the table by jumping through it everybodys crackin up Jamies like OMG are you ok you are fuckin crazy Jordans like I told you he would do it Matt and Jamie are all like major props major props i'm like well you know what FUCK BOTH OF YOU and all walk out then we came home and I stayed up online till like 3 in the morning hopin stacie would come on but hey thats nothing new I do that all the time
A night of regret.
She let me lay on her breast
A morning of regret,
I realized I slept with her friend
A silent good-bye, she gave me no reply
I asked her for a kiss
She answered with her fist
I fucked up again
I lost another friend
I am a user, I didn't mean to lose her
I couldn't keep my pants on, and she's hating me
Unable to think, had one too many drinks
When we were in bed, I was using my other hand
Hating myself, I gave her no respect
I'm feeling like a pig, regretting what I did
I saw her again She used to be my friend
No conversation, I had no explanation
She looked me in the eyes and she said to me...
She said its over
She said its over
She said its over dont talk to me.......