Okay...
My summer is going super. Work has been great lately because I just don't care anymore and I realize that I'm not gonna be there that much longer and that when I come back in the winter, it's gonna be awesome because Melissa will be there and working there in the winter is always better.
I'm loaded up with new gadgets and things for the school year which is awesome because I need all the stuff I can get to avoid feeling sad.
Speaking of avoiding being sad -- if any of you have a mac out there you best go to the new Apple store at Eastview Mall located next to Coach and pick yourself up a nifty iSight web camera for a petty $150. I got one and I'm so damn glad cause that means I'll be able to talk to my brother and such. Sweet.
I am going to lose it on Tuesday when Hillary leaves because it is going to be so damn sad and it's only going to signify the beginning of everyone leaving and it seems like I'm the first one to go which is the worst.
I love Fredonia and I am sure that I am going to have an awesome time there with all my classes and meeting new people I just hope that my roomate isn't a douche and that I can't stand her or something...because that could happen.
I'm gonna miss all my friends so much and I'm going to miss this whole life I have here with my parents and my brother and finally just having an awesome time with people and not giving a damn.
BUT -- I realize that if you want certain people and things to stay in your life you have to take action and make an effort to keep them there because sometimes people are taken away from you for reasons out of your control and I think that people should take advantage of the times when you can control who is in your life.
All in all I'm doing awesome as far as life goes, aside from the obvious. I've lost a buttload of weight since the end of the year and I'm feeling spectacular. My 19th birthday is on Monday and I have no idea what I'm doing aside from EATING because I haven't in God knows how long. Tonight at work it hit me that my grandpa isn't going to be here for my birthday this year...I really do miss him.
I am going to miss this all, SO much. I haven't thought about it up until about today and it really kills me.
I'm loaded up with new gadgets and things for the school year which is awesome because I need all the stuff I can get to avoid feeling sad.
Speaking of avoiding being sad -- if any of you have a mac out there you best go to the new Apple store at Eastview Mall located next to Coach and pick yourself up a nifty iSight web camera for a petty $150. I got one and I'm so damn glad cause that means I'll be able to talk to my brother and such. Sweet.
I am going to lose it on Tuesday when Hillary leaves because it is going to be so damn sad and it's only going to signify the beginning of everyone leaving and it seems like I'm the first one to go which is the worst.
I love Fredonia and I am sure that I am going to have an awesome time there with all my classes and meeting new people I just hope that my roomate isn't a douche and that I can't stand her or something...because that could happen.
I'm gonna miss all my friends so much and I'm going to miss this whole life I have here with my parents and my brother and finally just having an awesome time with people and not giving a damn.
BUT -- I realize that if you want certain people and things to stay in your life you have to take action and make an effort to keep them there because sometimes people are taken away from you for reasons out of your control and I think that people should take advantage of the times when you can control who is in your life.
All in all I'm doing awesome as far as life goes, aside from the obvious. I've lost a buttload of weight since the end of the year and I'm feeling spectacular. My 19th birthday is on Monday and I have no idea what I'm doing aside from EATING because I haven't in God knows how long. Tonight at work it hit me that my grandpa isn't going to be here for my birthday this year...I really do miss him.
I am going to miss this all, SO much. I haven't thought about it up until about today and it really kills me.