And somehow I live...
All I am sure of, is that I am not sure of anything. I mean it. I'm not 100% sure of what I want to do in college, and to be honest if any of you are, I don't understand how.
I'm terrified of the future and haunted by the past, but other than that I feel really good about things.
I'm going to see Mae again on Friday. Ah, I am so excited. The Everglow is so amazing and I can't wait to hear it live.
Did you know what you were doing, did you know? Did you know how you would move me, well, I don't really think so. It's so close, but we're so far away.
From the beginning, dulled down and lost with all it's charm. I just want to wake up, wake up in someone else's arms.
It's enough for me to get excited. It's enough for me to feel well.
And as seasons bring change, and as the seconds fade away, I still don't know why we were holding on.
It was my personal symphony, striking the chords for only me.
Am I alone in this? Never a night where I can sleep myself until day. We must try to figure it out, it won't be that easy, we lost it somehow.
What I miss everyday since our goodbye was enough for me to realize. There's a wound that I know this song could mend.
We made plans to be unbreakable. Love was all we knew. No insurance for the unthinkable.
Everything is better and everything is right and everything comes together and everything's done tonight if you cover me.
I think that we've got what it takes to get this heart start beating again.
I could feel something different for the first time. Heaven made sense and all the words rhymed. No chance of stopping it now. I'm taking it all. And now I'm caught in the air, it's a good glide. Pass it up, wouldn't dare, what a wild ride.
Every now and again sometimes I get lost on the wind of a dream. The air gets clean and the seas get wide and I can do anything. The pain it won't even cross my mind, there is wonder in everything.
Wasted time. I cannot say that I was ready for this. But when worlds collide, and all that I have is all that I want, the words seem to flow and the thoughts they keep running. And all that I have is yours. All that I am is yours. Painted skies. I've seen so many that cannot compare to your ocean eyes. The pictures you took that cover your room. And it was just like the sun, but more like the moon. A light that can reach it all. So now I'm branded for taking the fall. So when you say 'forever' can't you see? You've already captured me.
I hate music sometimes, it reminds me too much of him. here's what scares me: as everyday passes, everything makes a little more sense to me and becomes so obvious, and what hurts the most is that at the same time, he realizes more everyday how much he doesn't need this thing that meant the world to both of us at one time, anymore.
And not having anything to do on a Saturday night really doesn't help this situation at all.
I'm terrified of the future and haunted by the past, but other than that I feel really good about things.
I'm going to see Mae again on Friday. Ah, I am so excited. The Everglow is so amazing and I can't wait to hear it live.
Did you know what you were doing, did you know? Did you know how you would move me, well, I don't really think so. It's so close, but we're so far away.
From the beginning, dulled down and lost with all it's charm. I just want to wake up, wake up in someone else's arms.
It's enough for me to get excited. It's enough for me to feel well.
And as seasons bring change, and as the seconds fade away, I still don't know why we were holding on.
It was my personal symphony, striking the chords for only me.
Am I alone in this? Never a night where I can sleep myself until day. We must try to figure it out, it won't be that easy, we lost it somehow.
What I miss everyday since our goodbye was enough for me to realize. There's a wound that I know this song could mend.
We made plans to be unbreakable. Love was all we knew. No insurance for the unthinkable.
Everything is better and everything is right and everything comes together and everything's done tonight if you cover me.
I think that we've got what it takes to get this heart start beating again.
I could feel something different for the first time. Heaven made sense and all the words rhymed. No chance of stopping it now. I'm taking it all. And now I'm caught in the air, it's a good glide. Pass it up, wouldn't dare, what a wild ride.
Every now and again sometimes I get lost on the wind of a dream. The air gets clean and the seas get wide and I can do anything. The pain it won't even cross my mind, there is wonder in everything.
Wasted time. I cannot say that I was ready for this. But when worlds collide, and all that I have is all that I want, the words seem to flow and the thoughts they keep running. And all that I have is yours. All that I am is yours. Painted skies. I've seen so many that cannot compare to your ocean eyes. The pictures you took that cover your room. And it was just like the sun, but more like the moon. A light that can reach it all. So now I'm branded for taking the fall. So when you say 'forever' can't you see? You've already captured me.
I hate music sometimes, it reminds me too much of him. here's what scares me: as everyday passes, everything makes a little more sense to me and becomes so obvious, and what hurts the most is that at the same time, he realizes more everyday how much he doesn't need this thing that meant the world to both of us at one time, anymore.
And not having anything to do on a Saturday night really doesn't help this situation at all.