*sigh*
I miss you today, just like every day.
I woke up and asked myself if today was the day I'd forgive you without you saying sorry, just like every day.
I decided no, not today, just like every day.
Maybe tomorrow. Maybe you'll be brave enough to pick up the phone and call and apologize. Maybe I'll be willing to let one more thing go, ignore how much you hurt me one more time. Maybe. Just maybe.
Doing okay today? I bet you are. You always are. It's good to be sure of that. It's one of those constants, ya know? One of those things I always know for sure when life is so uncertain.
Hope Cali is treating you well. Hope you've found another best friend to replace me. There were always people there to replace me, weren't there? That's okay. Really, it truly is okay. It was okay with me then, and it's okay with me now. It probably shouldn't be, but it is. I never minded. I liked seeing you happy. It was hard to make you happy then. It's good to be happy.
I don't think I'll ever forget you. I'm not sure I want to, really. It doesn't seem right to forget you. I'd have to forget so many good things to forget you. And there were so many good things, weren't there? So many good things...
I think it was worth it. Do you think so? You got a 100% loyal friend, probably the first you ever had. Someone who'd clean up your messes, fix your problems, take the weight off your shoulders, look out for you. Someone who was always there, no matter what. And I got...well, I'm not so sure what I got. But it was worth it. I know that it was worth it.
...yes, maybe tomorrow. We'll see. There's always tomorrow.
I woke up and asked myself if today was the day I'd forgive you without you saying sorry, just like every day.
I decided no, not today, just like every day.
Maybe tomorrow. Maybe you'll be brave enough to pick up the phone and call and apologize. Maybe I'll be willing to let one more thing go, ignore how much you hurt me one more time. Maybe. Just maybe.
Doing okay today? I bet you are. You always are. It's good to be sure of that. It's one of those constants, ya know? One of those things I always know for sure when life is so uncertain.
Hope Cali is treating you well. Hope you've found another best friend to replace me. There were always people there to replace me, weren't there? That's okay. Really, it truly is okay. It was okay with me then, and it's okay with me now. It probably shouldn't be, but it is. I never minded. I liked seeing you happy. It was hard to make you happy then. It's good to be happy.
I don't think I'll ever forget you. I'm not sure I want to, really. It doesn't seem right to forget you. I'd have to forget so many good things to forget you. And there were so many good things, weren't there? So many good things...
I think it was worth it. Do you think so? You got a 100% loyal friend, probably the first you ever had. Someone who'd clean up your messes, fix your problems, take the weight off your shoulders, look out for you. Someone who was always there, no matter what. And I got...well, I'm not so sure what I got. But it was worth it. I know that it was worth it.
...yes, maybe tomorrow. We'll see. There's always tomorrow.