Argh..
I haven't studied for my finals yet. Maybe it's because I want to go home so much. Maybe it's because the first is trig, and I'm spiteful. Maybe it's because I just don't care. I'm not sure, but every picture I glance at makes my heart ache, every face drawing up "I want to be home, with you."
Japan is just around the corner, if I get to go that is. I've been telling everyone how I'm certain I won't have to leave, but...it's not certain at all. I'd be terrified if I wasn't so tired.
Still have the headache, the one that's been eating me alive for over a week now. Sleeping almost 12 hours last night didn't even touch it. I've come to ignore it for the most part. I don't even care if something is wrong with me, if I'm sick. I'm one of those people that rather drop dead unprepared than have to deal with something as cliche and trivial as goodbye. So if it's something serious, I rather not know in the first place. Besides, it's just a migraine.
I'm applying to a school in Korea, one the counselors brought up to me. I'm almost afraid to tell my parents, but I have to ask for the money for the application fee and the TOEFL. Argh..
I almost want to say fuck finals. But I know I won't. And I need to stop cursing...
*sigh* Just waiting on the 19th.
Japan is just around the corner, if I get to go that is. I've been telling everyone how I'm certain I won't have to leave, but...it's not certain at all. I'd be terrified if I wasn't so tired.
Still have the headache, the one that's been eating me alive for over a week now. Sleeping almost 12 hours last night didn't even touch it. I've come to ignore it for the most part. I don't even care if something is wrong with me, if I'm sick. I'm one of those people that rather drop dead unprepared than have to deal with something as cliche and trivial as goodbye. So if it's something serious, I rather not know in the first place. Besides, it's just a migraine.
I'm applying to a school in Korea, one the counselors brought up to me. I'm almost afraid to tell my parents, but I have to ask for the money for the application fee and the TOEFL. Argh..
I almost want to say fuck finals. But I know I won't. And I need to stop cursing...
*sigh* Just waiting on the 19th.