Nov 29, 2008 15:35
1. I'm in need of an intervention. I've acquired over 15 tops since the semester began. It's ridiculous. aaaaah. a 5.99 shirt from gap here, a 20 dollar hoodie from old navy there... another shirt from gap... ridiculous. yet I keep going! and i get more and more! It's a problem.
2. Men. oooooh men. I think it's a little funny how I haven't had a whole lot of luck in that department since... ever. I can never tell if/when they like me. I overanalyze every word, motion, eye roll, blink, laugh, song that's played... it's so juvenile and pathetic, and I need a change because it's just not healthy. I think it's because I'm scared shitless of a relationship. Every time a there is mutual flirtation between me and a guy, I get wicked nervous and scared... that leads to the over thinking and things. a cycle if you will. lovely. onward..
3. School is crazy. I need to start looking at classes asap. I still don't know what I'm going to major in... though I've been thinking women's studies, perchance a minor in queer studies. who knows? they are very interesting subjects! I know I won't be able to do anything with that major, but oooh well. At least I'll (hopefully) be happy.
4. I'm really happy. I love my friends at school. They are all phenomenal. I have no idea what I would do without them.