self(ish)-reflection
I don't have anything really profound to say, despite having experienced a lot in the last couple months. I know that I've learned a ton, both at and outside of work. I'm living my dream of being a "city girl" and loving almost every minute of it. The independence is scary and exciting, and on a good day I look forward to all that life will bring me in the next weeks. On a bad day, I feel like my life is over - college is done and I have no crazy fun times to look forward to. But those thoughts come in the extreme pessimistic moments, and they subside. The real world certainly isn't easy, but each new challenge means a new experience and new insight about myself and the world around me. Upon reflecting on my relationships, work experience thus far, and home life, I've come to some realizations, and one theme keeps coming back. It sounds cheesy, but I've found that I really crave harmony in my life. Harmony in many forms:
-I hope for harmony in my relationships with others as well as those relationships that affect me.
-I'm drawn to music with pleasing harmonies.
-I desire "self-harmony," or harmony in who I want to be and who I actually "portray" and am everyday.
This doesn't all make perfect sense in my head quite yet, but little-by-little I am learning more about myself...
Sidenote: I don't really love the idea of publicly displaying tattoo ideas, but I'm thinking about getting a celtic knot with "harmony" either in english or possibly latin written inside...just something I'm considering...
-I hope for harmony in my relationships with others as well as those relationships that affect me.
-I'm drawn to music with pleasing harmonies.
-I desire "self-harmony," or harmony in who I want to be and who I actually "portray" and am everyday.
This doesn't all make perfect sense in my head quite yet, but little-by-little I am learning more about myself...
Sidenote: I don't really love the idea of publicly displaying tattoo ideas, but I'm thinking about getting a celtic knot with "harmony" either in english or possibly latin written inside...just something I'm considering...