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[carpediem13]

For some reason I noticed that when I am alone I become very deep in thought. It always leads towards me being in a bad mood or depression. I don't understand it. Actually, I think I do. I am alone, nothing to preoccupy my thoughts with anything other than my being alone. It'd odd. I can never put my finger on what thought it is that makes me feel this way either. It has been very hard for me to focus on my thoughts lately. I wish I understood why. If anyone can relate to this please comment and tell your side of the story. I'd like to hear how others react to these feelings.

Hmmmmm, this has been in my head for a good six days.

"My paintbrush made a girl today. She cried in crimson."

Live- Lightning Crashes

Also this song has as well.

Lightning crashes, a new mother cries
Her placenta falls to the floor
The angel opens her eyes
The confusion sets in
Before the doctor can even close the door

Lightning crashes, an old mother dies
Her intentions fall to the floor
The angel closes her eyes
The confusion that was hers
Belongs now, to the baby down the hall

Oh I feel it comin' back again
Like a rollin' thunder chasing the wind
Forces pullin' from the center of the earth again
I can feel it

Lightning crashes, a new mother cries
This moment she's been waiting for
The angel opens her eyes
Pale blue colored iris, presents the circle
Puts the glory up to high, high

Oh I feel it comin back again
Like a rollin' thunder chasing the wind
Forces pullin' from the center of the earth again
I can feel it; I can feel it

Oh I, oh I, oh I

I can feel it comin' back again
Like a rollin' thunder chasing the wind
Forces pullin' from the center of the earth again
I can feel it (x3)

I can feel it; I can feel it