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[carpedi7]

I'm going crazy, there is only so much that I can do to keep my minds off of things, and I'm freaking out because all I can think of is the fact that he is going over to her house for the weekend. I've tried reading, playing games on the computer, excercising (I've put in many hours at the fitness center). My stupid cell phone doesn't work here so I can't call my friends. I just wish my brain would shut off for a while.

Let me know if you guys want me to start making all of these posts private.