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You would think that I would have jumped at the chance of having a nice hot bubble bath by myself, but honestly I just wanted to do anything else but have quiet time. Everytime I closed my eyes to relax, or even just to think I would replay the images that ran through my head the whole time I was unconcious in vision hell. I know that the visions are a gift, that the PTB's think that I am strong enough to handle them, but honestly, who are they kidding? I am not the girl they think I am. I enjoy shopping, popularity, and being waited on. I don't enjoy demons, blood, guts, and having my head ripped apart each time one of their all important visions slams through me like a freight train. I know there is a mission that we have to fight. I know that this isn't about me, but hey can't a girl get a break once an a while?
Ok so I shouldn't be whining. I could have worse problems, like for instance Willow having gone evil and killed someone, thats a big deal...so I should atleast count my blessings. Not to mention I have a great man who looks out for me. Ok so yeah sometimes he is a bit over protective, but as I lay here in this nice hot bubble bath that he insisted on me having I realize it isn't so bad to have someone care like that. Now if I admitted that to him, well I wouldn't be me. I do however give into him from time to time, and maybe I should do it more often. I don't know how long I have been in this bath, thinking, but I do know that if I leave Wesley alone too long he will get bored. Maybe he will forgive me for leaving him alone for so long when he knows that I finally relaxed...I hope.
When I finally emerge from the bathroom wrapped tight in my amazingly perfect robe I see Wesley with worry all over his face as he hung up the phone. "Ok, what did I miss? Is the world ending again, cause honestly I don't think I can take it tonight."
[[open to Wesley]]
Ok so I shouldn't be whining. I could have worse problems, like for instance Willow having gone evil and killed someone, thats a big deal...so I should atleast count my blessings. Not to mention I have a great man who looks out for me. Ok so yeah sometimes he is a bit over protective, but as I lay here in this nice hot bubble bath that he insisted on me having I realize it isn't so bad to have someone care like that. Now if I admitted that to him, well I wouldn't be me. I do however give into him from time to time, and maybe I should do it more often. I don't know how long I have been in this bath, thinking, but I do know that if I leave Wesley alone too long he will get bored. Maybe he will forgive me for leaving him alone for so long when he knows that I finally relaxed...I hope.
When I finally emerge from the bathroom wrapped tight in my amazingly perfect robe I see Wesley with worry all over his face as he hung up the phone. "Ok, what did I miss? Is the world ending again, cause honestly I don't think I can take it tonight."
[[open to Wesley]]