My Life
If I've ever felt like a fuck-up the time is now.
Lets see:
I'm pregnant. I'm about 2 months along.
I'm in a relationship that I don't want to be in with the father of the dad
I feel like I've let down not only myself, but my parents, sisters and friends.
I'm that girl that that people talk about behind my back. I'm the one who "threw away her life because she was careless and stupid."
I get congrats along with that eye you know is sizing you up and the feeling that everyone hopes I give up this child.
It hurts. I'm hurt and I'm scared and I'm worried, but I have really no where to turn to. I have no one to talk to because even though they say there are the there if I need anything, that doesn't really mean "anything." That means the easy stuff like telling them what names I picked out and showing them the new outfits I bought. It's not the tough stuff like, what if I don't want the dad's name on the birth certificate? Where should I go to get cheap rent and nice place for me and the baby? What do I do???
No one is there for the hard stuff. I just don't know anymore.
I'm lost and just feel like I'm sinking lower everyday
Lets see:
I'm pregnant. I'm about 2 months along.
I'm in a relationship that I don't want to be in with the father of the dad
I feel like I've let down not only myself, but my parents, sisters and friends.
I'm that girl that that people talk about behind my back. I'm the one who "threw away her life because she was careless and stupid."
I get congrats along with that eye you know is sizing you up and the feeling that everyone hopes I give up this child.
It hurts. I'm hurt and I'm scared and I'm worried, but I have really no where to turn to. I have no one to talk to because even though they say there are the there if I need anything, that doesn't really mean "anything." That means the easy stuff like telling them what names I picked out and showing them the new outfits I bought. It's not the tough stuff like, what if I don't want the dad's name on the birth certificate? Where should I go to get cheap rent and nice place for me and the baby? What do I do???
No one is there for the hard stuff. I just don't know anymore.
I'm lost and just feel like I'm sinking lower everyday