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Zoloft!
I guess I have to start it slowly, otherwise I get some really weird side effects like my brain falling out or something. Its kinda funny, I read all the side effects/precautions and one of them was like "contact your doctor if you have bloody stool and vomit with the consistency of coffee grounds. This may be a sign of a serious..." blah blah blah. I thought that was funny.
I took it for the first time last night and it kinda made me feel like I was trippy/weird. Like if I were to take some shrooms but not enough to make me really trip. I felt like I was looking out from the inside of a bubble. And I was kinda... not tired, but druggy? I don't know.
I went to the psychiatrist to get the pillz. She's actually really awesome, shes from germany and is genuainly interested in hollistic healing. She has celiac disease and is really open towards the Gay BLT community. And she has pictures all around her office of buddah and the Dali Llama and various monks and kind words. AND THERES A FUCKING GIANT TURTLE IN THE WAITING ROOM. I got some pics!
I've never seen a bigger turtle.
I have to go back to the psychiatrist in 2 weeks to let her know how the pills are affecting me, and then she'll start prescribing me a stimulant for the ADD. The Zoloft is supposed to treat the Anxiety and Depression. Blargh.
Soooo. As long as these pills allow me to get my sex drive back and become a little less anxious, I'll be happy.