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My mom says I'm self-destructive and that she doesn't know why. I have to write things down for her, things that she can read and stuff like that. And she asked me if I was going to run away again, and she was crying and holding me and she doesn't want to leave on her cruise because she's afraid I won't be there when she gets back. So I promised her I wouldn't. And I hate myself for that because I tend to keep my promises because they're the only thing in the world that's verbally left to believe and trust in. So, I'm not going to Jacci's until things cool down and they come back and we'll just see from there.
I went to bed at 7 and woke up at 8 today. Meanwhile, waking up every hour on the hour. Monday I'm going to go job hunting, but also I'm going to hang out with some friends, because I don't trust myself alone anymore.
If you see me online, I have my IMs fwd to my cell phone, which is going to run the bill up, but, it's better than nothing. Drop me a text sometime or something.
I went to bed at 7 and woke up at 8 today. Meanwhile, waking up every hour on the hour. Monday I'm going to go job hunting, but also I'm going to hang out with some friends, because I don't trust myself alone anymore.
If you see me online, I have my IMs fwd to my cell phone, which is going to run the bill up, but, it's better than nothing. Drop me a text sometime or something.