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My dad won't say two words to me except for "looks like you got a bad report from your teacher, huh?" and that was it. He won't look at me or anything. And I talked to my mom on the phone, and she told me what her and the teacher talked about, and it didn't seem too bad. He thinks I've lost my 'spark'. Which is true. Then I got the old speech, "I've been doing this since 6th grade and I'm tired of having to keep on doing this with you". Waiting on Jacci's reply and all, I wrote her a letter, I couldn't really talk about it.
I took my higher dose of meds today...my stomach is shot. my god, it hurts so badly I can't sit or stand or walk or eat. i kept getting hot and cold, but, that's no biggy. Oh, and my mom decided to throw this statistic in my face: "I've spent over $3000 on that ADD crap" Fun. Yeah.
I need to make a list of the DVDs I have, so I can try and sell those too. I'll probably get a really good sum. I'm also going to be selling some games, and a lot of old CDs that I never use and can get a few bucks on. Any little helps. I want to go and get a job tonight, turn in the applications that I haven't turned in and see what happens from there. I need a job desperately.
I'm trying to hold myself together...but..it's hard to concentrate on anything, I just want to go to bed and never wake up.
I took my higher dose of meds today...my stomach is shot. my god, it hurts so badly I can't sit or stand or walk or eat. i kept getting hot and cold, but, that's no biggy. Oh, and my mom decided to throw this statistic in my face: "I've spent over $3000 on that ADD crap" Fun. Yeah.
I need to make a list of the DVDs I have, so I can try and sell those too. I'll probably get a really good sum. I'm also going to be selling some games, and a lot of old CDs that I never use and can get a few bucks on. Any little helps. I want to go and get a job tonight, turn in the applications that I haven't turned in and see what happens from there. I need a job desperately.
I'm trying to hold myself together...but..it's hard to concentrate on anything, I just want to go to bed and never wake up.