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I know i know I know.
I am gonna stick with the beast for a little while because it appears as though my depression has gone away. For the past year I have stayed in bed longer than I should because of zero motivation. I went to work because I had to, not because i wanted to. I hardly ever smiled, and cried more than I should. I truely was, undiagnosed, clincally, depressed. and to not feel like that anymore because I have racked up a good 2 hours in the saddle in the last few days is the best medication God has to offer.
I am gonna stick with the beast for a little while because it appears as though my depression has gone away. For the past year I have stayed in bed longer than I should because of zero motivation. I went to work because I had to, not because i wanted to. I hardly ever smiled, and cried more than I should. I truely was, undiagnosed, clincally, depressed. and to not feel like that anymore because I have racked up a good 2 hours in the saddle in the last few days is the best medication God has to offer.