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In reference to this and to elaborate further on the general theme therein, the experience of many people's discovery of my livejournal and subsequent feeling that now they have caught up with me and my life has led me to think about how reading it makes me seem to you, the lovely reader. And especially to you, the lovely readers-who-do-not-know-me-in-real-life-or-live-far-away-or-make-snap-judgements-for-no-reason.
Evidently, I post about 50% dumb memes and about 50% inaccurately angsty-seeming rants and bitching and moaning about my (actually) absolutely wonderful life. It never occurred to me to wonder who you all think I am as a result. Believe me when I tell you that I am not half-vapid-half-miserable. I am just only about 1% on livejournal, if that. Maybe I will try to start posting more when I am happy, but being happy really motivates me to run outside and frolic more than to sit at a computer and type. So it is a dicey issue.
Also, if my bitching posts make you feel uncomfortable, I am *so* sorry. I read over some of them, and dear *golly* it sounds like I am giving you some uncomfortably personal information about how miserable my life is. This is not the case. I am just soooooooooooo sick of sitting in front of this gosh darn computer writing my gosh darn senior essay that I am moody and intolerable and over dramatize things.
So, in conclusion:
1)if you are wondering who I am, knowing me outside of livejournal is the best way to do this because I am not very write-y (in truth, I only got this journal so I could read emilisha's)
2)i am sick of my senior essay and will be sooooo happy when i turn it in tomorrow
3)but actually i really really like the topic of it a lot because it is *so* awesome
4)and now this list is getting long
5)I AM HOPPED UP ON CAFFIENE AND SOOOOOOO GIDDY AND WIGGY RIGHT NOW!!!
okay, that post degenerated....i guess now that i have rendered myself incapable of writing well, it is time to go back to that essay. w0ot!!
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Evidently, I post about 50% dumb memes and about 50% inaccurately angsty-seeming rants and bitching and moaning about my (actually) absolutely wonderful life. It never occurred to me to wonder who you all think I am as a result. Believe me when I tell you that I am not half-vapid-half-miserable. I am just only about 1% on livejournal, if that. Maybe I will try to start posting more when I am happy, but being happy really motivates me to run outside and frolic more than to sit at a computer and type. So it is a dicey issue.
Also, if my bitching posts make you feel uncomfortable, I am *so* sorry. I read over some of them, and dear *golly* it sounds like I am giving you some uncomfortably personal information about how miserable my life is. This is not the case. I am just soooooooooooo sick of sitting in front of this gosh darn computer writing my gosh darn senior essay that I am moody and intolerable and over dramatize things.
So, in conclusion:
1)if you are wondering who I am, knowing me outside of livejournal is the best way to do this because I am not very write-y (in truth, I only got this journal so I could read emilisha's)
2)i am sick of my senior essay and will be sooooo happy when i turn it in tomorrow
3)but actually i really really like the topic of it a lot because it is *so* awesome
4)and now this list is getting long
5)I AM HOPPED UP ON CAFFIENE AND SOOOOOOO GIDDY AND WIGGY RIGHT NOW!!!
okay, that post degenerated....i guess now that i have rendered myself incapable of writing well, it is time to go back to that essay. w0ot!!
ps
11,770 / 12,000
(98.0%)
11,770 / 15,000
(78.0%)