Thoughtful Thoughts
Well I havent updated in a while so I thought I would update with kinda of a meaningful entry. Okay so, we are all going into highschool, and highschool everyone says is going to be this great experience, and I totally believe them. But what is going to scare me is that just by looking at people's scdueles that Im best friends with I have no classes with them. Now you promise your friend that you will still talk to them, but deep down you know that your going to be making new friends, and your older friend's calls you make and recieve are going to become rare and short. But that doesnt always happen and Im hoping that It wont because I have such great friends, and I hope to make more, and the funny thing is I forgot how to make friends, I guess when we were younger all we had to say was "Can I borrow some crayons?" and you had an instant friend, now its totally different. We are growing up now, times are changing and so are a lot of people, I bet most of us are going to find our selves in high school, and realize who we really are, and stop pretending to be something we arent, maybe? We're not little kids anymore, so when we have a problem, we have to face it and not go running in the other direction to mommy or daddy. We are big kids now, we need to grow up and act more mature. I know we are only going into our freshman year, but if you mess up in this year and dont realize it till your senior year your kinda screwed over. I think Im going to let go of the past, and move on to the future and what it has in store for me, sure its going to be painful but I have to do it for the best.
Carolyn
Carolyn