Aug 05, 2005 23:41
Well today royally sucked, yeah Ryan broke up with me. So that just feels grand(NOT). Yeah so depression struck at like 1:00 in the afternoon, then Rachel woke up and we played with the hampsters which made me feel better. Then Olivia came over and made me feel a lot better. Yeah so me and Rachel started throwing around the lil'penguin Ryan got me. he he he. Then Olivia did it, ooh it felt good, then we ripped it up and put it in a box. It was weird and I felt bad because I loved that penguin, but Olivia and Natalie said it was healthy. Who knows? For the rest of the night me and Olivia and Natalie all just hung out, then we went to see the Dukes of Hazzard x33.mmmblabla shrimp on the barbie omg such a funni part and Johnny Knoxville & Sean William Scott = LOVE. HELL YES THEY DO. Then I came back home and now Im online thinking and thinking of my day and doubting that me adn Ryan will get back together which sucks I'm guessing because I just dont think he loved me anymore, and I cant blame him.
xoxo Carolyn xoxo