Rebecca's
Well this week has been good, minus the part of me being beat by my brother, wanting to runaway, ready to move out into my grandma's and go to Highland Park High School, being shot didnt even matter to me. I was ready to walk out of my house and never come back, but anyways. Monday I babysat and made 40.00. Tuesday I was on the fone with Carl for 2 hours I laughed so hard on the fone with him, I was supposed to call him today but I didnt have my fone. After the fone with Carl I got ready and Ryan came over <33333. Yah for the first hour Ryan watched my brother attack me. I have marks from my brother, he has never left marks before Im really scared now, and the thing is I asked him why he did it and he says he doesnt know he just did. Then we went upstairs in my room, so I could show Ryan my t.v. but we stayed up there for a lil bit. The door was shut and my mom walked by and opened it. lol. Oh everyone, Ryan watched the OC and he likes it so yeah. Then we went to dinner and afterwards, came home and watched sugar,were going down. lol. Then we watched more OC and totally made out, oh yeah we did <33. Ive always wanted to during the OC and we did. But then he had to go :( And now I cant stop thinking about it, and I want it more and more and more, oh yeah did I say that I want it more. lol. I love him <33.
Wednesday I totally broke down, I cried for so long, I wanted to run away, leave and never come back. My parents started yelling at me for no reason right when I got home from babysitting. My mom said she would smack the hell out of me, my dad thinks my brother is kinda inncocent from beating me, and he was screaming and it was just hell. I told my aunt and she said she is going to smack up my brother, and I said I wanted to live with her , and she said I could. But Im not going to. But if it gets worse, my aunt is going to talk to my dad. Thursday I went to the wave pool got tan, oh yeah got home and my mom bitched at me because my brother got burnt. I told the kid to put sun screen on, he yelled at me, so i put some on his face and he cried. Anyways Olivia spent the night and then now Im at Becky's chillin and such. Then tomorrow Im going to a party with her, and probably going to spend the night again.Hopefully because Im not wanting to go back home. OH YEAH IM SO WEARING TIFFANYS RIGHT NOW
Can't wait till next week im going shopping with Andrew. Yes!
I LOVE RYAN
x0x0 Carolyn x0x0
Wednesday I totally broke down, I cried for so long, I wanted to run away, leave and never come back. My parents started yelling at me for no reason right when I got home from babysitting. My mom said she would smack the hell out of me, my dad thinks my brother is kinda inncocent from beating me, and he was screaming and it was just hell. I told my aunt and she said she is going to smack up my brother, and I said I wanted to live with her , and she said I could. But Im not going to. But if it gets worse, my aunt is going to talk to my dad. Thursday I went to the wave pool got tan, oh yeah got home and my mom bitched at me because my brother got burnt. I told the kid to put sun screen on, he yelled at me, so i put some on his face and he cried. Anyways Olivia spent the night and then now Im at Becky's chillin and such. Then tomorrow Im going to a party with her, and probably going to spend the night again.Hopefully because Im not wanting to go back home. OH YEAH IM SO WEARING TIFFANYS RIGHT NOW
Can't wait till next week im going shopping with Andrew. Yes!
I LOVE RYAN
x0x0 Carolyn x0x0