Today

[carolynz_talk]

Today was good day! Ryan called me and we talked but not about anything really, which we never do, which really sucks. Anyways, after that I called olivia(hope u feel better babe) And i went to her house, we looked at clothes magazines and then ate dinner, and after that went into the pool and hot tub. lol funni outside. There were these guys like 3 and a coach practing football and we wanted to see if they were hott so we were like jumping in the pool to see over the fence and they were seeing us do that and they like got into a huddle and pointed at us and we ducked down, lol so funni. Then we came in and had ice cream, and then looked at wedding dresses. Then I left. My daddy picked me up and told me about his baseball game he coaches. OH LORD DRAMA IN LITTLE LEAGUE BASEBALL I TELL U. So here is what happened. My dad's team was winning 13-3. And the other team was up to bat and a runner was on 1st and our player was blocking 3rd which is like illegal i guess. So the kid at bat pops the ball and the kid running to 3rd gets it automatically or so. Well the ump goes to tell Matthew(3rd baseman for my dads team) that he needs to fix what he is doing and was talking to him for awhile. And my dad walked out there and nicely said i think its great that you are helping but im the coach let me coach my team. And the ump was making matthew cry. And im not sure what triggered this but the ump like said to my dad its my job to help this kids, and my dad said no its my job as the coach to teach these kids. And then Chuck Jones another coach on my dads team was like yeah you dont see us telling you your calling balls and strikes wrong now do you. AND after that the ump WALKED off the field and left these kids in the middle of the game. and the thing got all blown out of portion really. So my dad is going to get the ump fired because this isnt the first time the ump started shit. lol. GO DADDY! Anyways then i watched tapes of me when i was younger like 99-00 EW is what i got to say. lol Then i came online, and talked to ryan and we actually talked after he realized her dont ever have anything to talk about. But then ali called me when he was leaving to go to bed and i really need to talk to him cuz something just isnt right with us. In a realtionship you need to be on the same page most of the time and we arent even in the same book. but yeah, he got mad saying i dont care about him (which i do) and said bye and signed off. So i got kinda pissed cuz ryan doesnt know why i needed to take alison's call and he should be glad i did cuz she is talking me out of something i wanted to talk to ryan about which is breaking up with him, and i know everyone right now is like ugh again, but i dont know its something im always battling with because something just doesnt feel right, Im not totally sure if im in love with ryan, and he says he is in love with me. So i just dont know. OH yeah then steve tells me he is moving which made me sad, but he said he is going to miss me and will still talk to me, and im like yay! lol even though we never hang out and he lives a street away, lol steve.

Well im going to go talk to Steve some more then go to sleep

x0x0 Carolyn x0x0