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today was okay. i went in during lunch cause last night was quite interesting lol and i needed some sleepoo.
i got accused for stealing today at dick's sporting goods that was a fun time. i was returning something but they thought i stole it? ha ppl in retail aren't the smartest...
so i talked with scott about how much time we are gonna spend together when he comes home...we are both excited. yay! i love himmm soo much, i never thought i could be this happy with anyone...ever, and it's only going to keep getting better. he's worth the wait.
then i talked to my dad about my grandmother, she was put on hospus today, which means she basically is gonna die any day now. I got pretty upset but I didn't cry until I got off the phone with him. I went over Sarah's and she made me feel better. God I love her too.
Looks like im spending Christmas strangely this year, with my older brother, my boyfriend, and with my friends... but no family. They are going to NJ last minute and I have to work n shit. I feel really guilty about it, but it hurts to be around so many people hurting down there. I just don't deal with that stuff well, so I'm just going to be pathetic and avoid it. I'm starting to write a poem about my grandmother so i can read it at her funeral. I don't mean to have this stuff all planned out like I'm waiting for her to die, but I want it to be good, something she deserves cause she is an amazing person.
Yay tomorrow is Friday. Bye.
ps. mean comments aren't cool
i got accused for stealing today at dick's sporting goods that was a fun time. i was returning something but they thought i stole it? ha ppl in retail aren't the smartest...
so i talked with scott about how much time we are gonna spend together when he comes home...we are both excited. yay! i love himmm soo much, i never thought i could be this happy with anyone...ever, and it's only going to keep getting better. he's worth the wait.
then i talked to my dad about my grandmother, she was put on hospus today, which means she basically is gonna die any day now. I got pretty upset but I didn't cry until I got off the phone with him. I went over Sarah's and she made me feel better. God I love her too.
Looks like im spending Christmas strangely this year, with my older brother, my boyfriend, and with my friends... but no family. They are going to NJ last minute and I have to work n shit. I feel really guilty about it, but it hurts to be around so many people hurting down there. I just don't deal with that stuff well, so I'm just going to be pathetic and avoid it. I'm starting to write a poem about my grandmother so i can read it at her funeral. I don't mean to have this stuff all planned out like I'm waiting for her to die, but I want it to be good, something she deserves cause she is an amazing person.
Yay tomorrow is Friday. Bye.
ps. mean comments aren't cool