What it is to burn
Today was a nice little Monday. Everyone seemed to like my new bangs deal (which you can observe from my new user pic) I'm warming up to them. They are definetly getting grown out but they are ok for now... I feel too young with them.
Anyway, today I went and sat on a tropical beach for a bit (tanorama) and guesss who i saw?!?! lol MR OSBON(D) (sp?) lol crazzzy stuff he tans lol, that's goofy. I love sitting in the bed pretending I'm outa this shittttty NH weather and I'm in Mexico on hot sand, it's relaxing and refreshing. I wish I was going on a vacation sooo bad :( I get such bad seasonal depression and a nice trip to the Caribbean would help a lot of shit right now. But with my gram sick my rents don't wanna go anywhere cause there's been a lot of surprises with her in the past year.
Anyway, I keep talkin to Matthew (Scotts Air Force friend from Cali) and he's a really cool guy. IT makes me sad tho b/c whenever I meet cool guys, it never works out. He's gonna be stationed in washingston state next week, I'm probably never gonna meet him, at least not in the near future. He is so fun and easy to talk to and we have the same interests in music, movies, etc. It's also fun to piss Scott off, it really gave him a slap in the face which he needed...
I gotta go shower I'm feeling a lil grubbish...
I love you all
CAROLYN
Anyway, today I went and sat on a tropical beach for a bit (tanorama) and guesss who i saw?!?! lol MR OSBON(D) (sp?) lol crazzzy stuff he tans lol, that's goofy. I love sitting in the bed pretending I'm outa this shittttty NH weather and I'm in Mexico on hot sand, it's relaxing and refreshing. I wish I was going on a vacation sooo bad :( I get such bad seasonal depression and a nice trip to the Caribbean would help a lot of shit right now. But with my gram sick my rents don't wanna go anywhere cause there's been a lot of surprises with her in the past year.
Anyway, I keep talkin to Matthew (Scotts Air Force friend from Cali) and he's a really cool guy. IT makes me sad tho b/c whenever I meet cool guys, it never works out. He's gonna be stationed in washingston state next week, I'm probably never gonna meet him, at least not in the near future. He is so fun and easy to talk to and we have the same interests in music, movies, etc. It's also fun to piss Scott off, it really gave him a slap in the face which he needed...
I gotta go shower I'm feeling a lil grubbish...
I love you all
CAROLYN