crazy, crazy times.
It's only tuesday, well technically wednesday and I'm feeling like it should be saturday again. uber crazy week. Between school and susie I'm running constantly.... and it feels like life is finally getting back to normal. I'm exhausted and I kinda miss it. I fuction the best when i'm in this state. My mind seems to clear up and I'm only able to focus on one thing at a time... I need that right now.
second week of bartending school. Started the 12 drink drills today that I have to be able to do in under 6 mins to pass the course (even tho we learn the last of the drinks tomorrow). My time.... 4:50. I'll take it. It's under 6 mins isn't it... hell, it's even under 5 mins. I need to study tho. I know what i'm doing when i'm there and mixing but once I have to recall it to write it down (which i need for my written test) i completely blank out. I'll study tomorrow more. At least all my card are done now which makes studying a lot easier. 3 more days and hopefully I'll be a bartending school graduate. Kinda nice to feel like I'm actually accomplishing something lately, actually, it's AMAZING!
Susie's in the hospital since late sat night. I've been there everyday making sure she's okay, spending some time with her cause hey, I can actually track her down for a week, and watching some of the most entertaining pass out sequences known to man kind. Just a pesky infection, she'll be fine and soon my couch will be back to normal since half of it is now residing in Robert Wood Johnson University Hospital. lol. way to make light of everything. honestly, she's one of my best friends and the amount of crap we've been thru together in the past year is insane and i need to know she's okay. psh, i would do this for anyone but maybe not get the most amazing bratz coloring book for just anyone.
As much as this week seems to be all making sense and feeling normal, it needs to come to an end. I'm going to the beach tomorrow just to take a lil much needed mid-week break. hell, i need to work on the tan too cause it's almost july and my skintone is still too close to that of a white girl. soon the week will finish out and i'll be a grad, lol, find myself an amazing new job and FINALLY move on from the retail world that tarnished my soul and made it's intentions clear of never wanting me back. i got new for you too, I DON'T WANT YOU BACK! I crave bigger and better things in life and this is me grabbing life by the balls and finding something better that hey, maybe i'll actually get out of what I put into.
second week of bartending school. Started the 12 drink drills today that I have to be able to do in under 6 mins to pass the course (even tho we learn the last of the drinks tomorrow). My time.... 4:50. I'll take it. It's under 6 mins isn't it... hell, it's even under 5 mins. I need to study tho. I know what i'm doing when i'm there and mixing but once I have to recall it to write it down (which i need for my written test) i completely blank out. I'll study tomorrow more. At least all my card are done now which makes studying a lot easier. 3 more days and hopefully I'll be a bartending school graduate. Kinda nice to feel like I'm actually accomplishing something lately, actually, it's AMAZING!
Susie's in the hospital since late sat night. I've been there everyday making sure she's okay, spending some time with her cause hey, I can actually track her down for a week, and watching some of the most entertaining pass out sequences known to man kind. Just a pesky infection, she'll be fine and soon my couch will be back to normal since half of it is now residing in Robert Wood Johnson University Hospital. lol. way to make light of everything. honestly, she's one of my best friends and the amount of crap we've been thru together in the past year is insane and i need to know she's okay. psh, i would do this for anyone but maybe not get the most amazing bratz coloring book for just anyone.
As much as this week seems to be all making sense and feeling normal, it needs to come to an end. I'm going to the beach tomorrow just to take a lil much needed mid-week break. hell, i need to work on the tan too cause it's almost july and my skintone is still too close to that of a white girl. soon the week will finish out and i'll be a grad, lol, find myself an amazing new job and FINALLY move on from the retail world that tarnished my soul and made it's intentions clear of never wanting me back. i got new for you too, I DON'T WANT YOU BACK! I crave bigger and better things in life and this is me grabbing life by the balls and finding something better that hey, maybe i'll actually get out of what I put into.