"When life hands you lemons ask for a fifth of tequila and salt!!"
I think i totally jinxed myself when i said i missed the drama, that life was too dull. I didn't want all of this, i just wanted the same old same old drama. i've been used and played for a fool more times in the past week then ever in my life and it royally sucks. I'm not playing games anymore, you hurt me, you use me, you think i'm an idiot and you can get something over on me, think again... you're gonna get burned. the bitter carol from high school that some thought was amuzing and others hated is back to a certain extent. i'm not putting up with any of this stupid bull shit anymore. no more games, no hinting around. i'll be straight forward and you all better be straight forwards cause i'm too old for this. i'm bitter, i'm pissed and if the wrong person tries to talk to me (2 specifically) there is a good chance you're gonna meet my fist face first.
but i do have to say thank god for my gut feels and knowing when it's a good idea to drink and when it's a horrible idea.
****EDIT****
so it comes down to this... after calming down a bit i realize that there are certian things i can get over and other things i can't. attacking me... yeah, definately can't get over that, EVER! keeping information from me.. yeah, i can eventually get over that. i'm still pissed, have every right to be.. i just need to focus my hatred on a certain douchebag right now.
but i do have to say thank god for my gut feels and knowing when it's a good idea to drink and when it's a horrible idea.
****EDIT****
so it comes down to this... after calming down a bit i realize that there are certian things i can get over and other things i can't. attacking me... yeah, definately can't get over that, EVER! keeping information from me.. yeah, i can eventually get over that. i'm still pissed, have every right to be.. i just need to focus my hatred on a certain douchebag right now.