ugh chocked up and in tears
ugh. i cannot stand coach wilson. i just got out of conditioning and i dotn think a teacher has EVER yelled at me that much. i was sooooo embarassed just the fact that this teacher thought that i disrespected him, it felt like shit. especially considering that i didnt even do anything bad. ugh. but anyway today wasnt that bad. lunch was yummy :]
i finally ate. i ate. i ate. and i ate alot too. i ate a big plate of pasta and then a cinamon tist woohoo.
im so over the fact of taing diet pills its gotten to the point where its not even useful anymore. its horrible, im just gaining more weight off of snaking.
sorry i didnt write yesterday. im mad at myself for that. it was really fun. me and my mom have just been fighting alot thats the only bad thing. but besides that fear was playing at the epicenter and emery was at soma i think? and billy went of course my step dad didint let me go. so i asked to go to the rec instead. keegan called me to hang out. ugh i miss that kid. it was soo nice seeing him, just because i can relate to him so much. mitchell, ricardo, and mango (brian) were there too. im mad though cause mitchell took my cigarettes and threw them like 50 feet past a huge fence so i couldnt fish for them. blah. i know smoking is bad but i enjoy it, people should let me make my own desciencions even if im not old enough to make my own.
anywho. today will be okay i guess once i go home. class is over right now and my moms probably waiting for me but ill hold her up.i think im going to call bill in a sec and see what hes up to. i doubt he can hang out. im probabyl gunna drag my mom up to the daily pet see if theyre hiring me or not.. it like all depends on derick i gues? thats dumb. i hope i get the job. i need it. car :]+ gas money:] = BAILING.
anyway
today was okay
ill write more in tonight when i come home,
have a good one
<3
-caroline
i finally ate. i ate. i ate. and i ate alot too. i ate a big plate of pasta and then a cinamon tist woohoo.
im so over the fact of taing diet pills its gotten to the point where its not even useful anymore. its horrible, im just gaining more weight off of snaking.
sorry i didnt write yesterday. im mad at myself for that. it was really fun. me and my mom have just been fighting alot thats the only bad thing. but besides that fear was playing at the epicenter and emery was at soma i think? and billy went of course my step dad didint let me go. so i asked to go to the rec instead. keegan called me to hang out. ugh i miss that kid. it was soo nice seeing him, just because i can relate to him so much. mitchell, ricardo, and mango (brian) were there too. im mad though cause mitchell took my cigarettes and threw them like 50 feet past a huge fence so i couldnt fish for them. blah. i know smoking is bad but i enjoy it, people should let me make my own desciencions even if im not old enough to make my own.
anywho. today will be okay i guess once i go home. class is over right now and my moms probably waiting for me but ill hold her up.i think im going to call bill in a sec and see what hes up to. i doubt he can hang out. im probabyl gunna drag my mom up to the daily pet see if theyre hiring me or not.. it like all depends on derick i gues? thats dumb. i hope i get the job. i need it. car :]+ gas money:] = BAILING.
anyway
today was okay
ill write more in tonight when i come home,
have a good one
<3
-caroline