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Jan 02, 2006 00:30

OK i am back and just to tell ya'll i am different girl. i am not someone you walk over anymore i know what the hell i want and i am taking it. i can do anything i f-ing want wheter you approve or not. No more complaining. I am just going after it now. And the people who have hurt me i dont care anymore you are in the past. And i have control of my future now.

perfect lyrics to describe my new year mood
I’m waitin’ on the sun to set cause yesterday aint over yet
I started smoking cigaretts there’s nothing else to do I guess
Dusty roads aint made for walking, spinning tires aint made for stoppin’
I’m giving up on love cause love’s given up on me

I gave it everything I had and everything I got was bad
Life aint hard but it’s too long to live it like some country song
Trade the truth in for a lie, cheating really aint a crime
I’m giving up on love cause love’s given up on me

Forget you high society, I’m soakin’ it in Kereosne
Light ‘em up and watch them burn, teach them what they need to learn HA!
Dirty hands aint made for shakin’, aint a rule that aint worth breakin’
Well I’m giving up on love cause love’s given up on me

Now I don’t hate the one who left You
He’s out there holding on to someone, I’m holding up my smoking gun
I’ll find somewhere to lay my blame the day she changes her last name
Well I’m giving up on love cause love’s given up on me
Well I’m giving up on love HEY love’s given up on me

Quick survey
1. When you looked at yourself in the mirror today, what was the first thing you thought? "Wow! I am actually beautiful. Where the hell did this come from?"

2. How much cash do you have on you? $8

3. What's a word that rhymes with "TEST"? Rest

4. Favorite planet? Earth, or jupiter

5. Who is the 4th person on your missed call list on your cell phone? my bro mike

6. What is your favorite ring on your phone? Best of you by foo fighters

7. What shirt are you wearing? plain red long sleeve shirt

8. Do you "label" yourself? .... college kid

9. Name the brand of your shoes you're currently wearing. shoes... i need to start wearing some of those

10. Bright or Dark Room? depends really... i lean toward bright

11. What do you think about the person who took this survey? I love RAE but i guess HERSHEY orginally took it i love her too (yes i called you hershey)

13. What were you doing at midnight last night? sleeping i was alone at my grandparents house

14. What did your last text message you received on your cell? "Feliz ano nuevo y Happy new year!!!" from paigey-poo

15. Where is your nearest 7-11? i dunno

16. What's a saying that you say a lot? "Say what" "are you serious" "ya'll"

17. Who told you they loved you last? No one... sigh turning twenty in a few days maybe one day i will get a boyfriend

18. Last furry thing you touched? my puppy C.C. before that the horse out on the farm

19. How Many Drugs Have You Done In The Past three Days? none...

20. How many rolls of film do you need to get developed? none

21. Favorite age you have been so far? 19 i spent most of the year in love and happy but that all crashed and burned

22. Your worst enemy? myself

23. What is your current desktop picture? island with palm tree i am on my dad's computer

24. What was the last thing you said to someone? "Thats not all we bought Shimmy!" me and bro quoting dude wheres my car

25. If you had to choose between a million bucks or to be able to fly, which would you choose? million dollars... after donating to breast cancer, parkinson, lung cancer research I would Pay for my college a care and for some of my friends bills

26. Do you like someone? I am still in love with someone but that doesnt matter i just need to find the strength to move on now

27. The last song you listened to? Trying to love you- Trisha Yearwood

i'm going to...
1. Learn who i really am
2. Putting my guard up till i met someone who litterally sweeps me off my feet again
3. Take a break from dating through with love until if what i wrote above ever happens again
4. become more organized
5. grades will get better
6. put 110% in lacrosse
7. not let my emotions effect me so much
8. get out more with tons of different people
9. not cry at the thought of matt
10. keep in touch with my friends from carmel
11. Start looking at that school i want to transfer to soon
12. love myself
13. become more determined
14. forgive those who have hurt me in the past
15. run..
16. forget the rules
17. pray especially for my family
18. gain more patience
19. not be so easily to read
20. find the place to live next year if i stay at guilford.
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