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I havent written anything in here in awhile. I been busy and I am sorry for that. I been doing alot of soul searching lately. Alot of praying and asking myself what i need and want out of life. I have come to the conclusion I HAVE NO FLIPPING IDEA WHAT I WANT all I know is what I Feel and what I feel is amazing. I am in love and i am lucky enough to have that guy return my love. He doesnt want to be with me right now but he still talks about the future and us ending up together. It hurts but maybe this is a way for me to realize how precious love is and how maybe i took it for granted. Another thing i been contemplating is what i want to do with my life and i dont know all i know is i love pre-law/criminal justice classes. They are hard as hell but i love them. I also know i want to put my future family first but who knows if i will ever even have that family. i am just living one day at a time and i hope that gets me through. I come home tomorrow afternoon so y'all better call me to hangout. :)
Well i am going to go clean my room and my dad is in town. :) ya quality time with my Dad who i havent seen snice Aug 22.
Well i am going to go clean my room and my dad is in town. :) ya quality time with my Dad who i havent seen snice Aug 22.