i got a mind if you wanna waste it
minor epiphany today.
i know for sure i don't want that anymore... it feels really good? surprising.... lifted.. i guess i finally feel free.
it's nice but still odd? definitely positive but i'm kind of in awe how absurd my life is sometimes... and i don't neccessiarily mean that in a negative sense because i still like it.. and find a comfort in it... maybe someday everything will make sense, but there's still a chance that it won't but i think i can go with it either way because the truth is i am young... and fluidity is important and just living is key... and umm being positive. i would be way more emotionally f'ed if i was too negative... and i feel like i'm finally seeing truth instead of distorted perceptions. which is ridiculously refreshing. it's weird i'm like observing my own life while living it wow i am such a psych major.. okay i really need to clean my rock star wannabe flat.. no really it's just messy because i'm never here. peace&<3
i know for sure i don't want that anymore... it feels really good? surprising.... lifted.. i guess i finally feel free.
it's nice but still odd? definitely positive but i'm kind of in awe how absurd my life is sometimes... and i don't neccessiarily mean that in a negative sense because i still like it.. and find a comfort in it... maybe someday everything will make sense, but there's still a chance that it won't but i think i can go with it either way because the truth is i am young... and fluidity is important and just living is key... and umm being positive. i would be way more emotionally f'ed if i was too negative... and i feel like i'm finally seeing truth instead of distorted perceptions. which is ridiculously refreshing. it's weird i'm like observing my own life while living it wow i am such a psych major.. okay i really need to clean my rock star wannabe flat.. no really it's just messy because i'm never here. peace&<3