Jan 25, 2005 23:38
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Right now, there are a million questions
running through my head.
I wonder, do you trully love me?
Will there really be a future for you and me?
Are you trully happy with me?
Being with you feels so right,
and I'm trying so hard to accept this with all my might.
You treat me so well, something I am definatly not acustomed to.
Yet, at times, I am scared.
I am scared that tommorrow, you will not be there,
scared that tommorrow may never come,
scared that I am not the one that you trully desire
and hoped for,
scared to make that move again, for
fear of failing again.
Right now, my only wish is to be there in your arms,
in the same place as you,
and to have you look into my eyes,
and tell me that this is for real
and that you are never going away....
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