SaTurDaY NiGhT
it's saturday night, and guess what i'm doing? absolutely nothing. i am sitting here doing nothing. but i'm not feeling too bad about it cuz i went out last night and earlier today. lol. but see i've just been hanging with my girlz, because i have no guy friends or that care enuff lol. for example: sorry to mention names guyz: none of the guys from my class last year care about keeping in touch with me whatsoever, i mean ya i see chris j. and marc at school sometimes but we never really hung outside of school newayz. then theres bobby and he never wants to go newhere or do nething we barely even talk nemore which is kinda sad but thats ok i'm used to that from him now. then theres my buddy saheel. lol. or otherwise referred to as ishmel or king habib or maybe just maybe sahil lol. newayz yes he actually cares and he wanted to go out to the movies and stuff with us but he had a dance last night and he had something else to do today. and i haven't made ne new guy friends yet, or atleast not new guy friends that i know well enuff to ask if they'll go with a group of me and my friends out to the movies, or new guy friends that actually WANT to go lol. but thats ok cuz i might not wanna go with people i barely know either lol. maybe i should just go up to random people and be all like hey wahtsup wanna go to the movies with me and my friends acting like i know them. but i doubt that would work better, it would just probably freak them out. so im sitting here... bored out of my mind... i should clean but i'm not motivated. i want to get out and do something ... mom prolly wouldnt let me newayz. hmmmmmmmm oh ya i saw this music video today and it was christopher walkins or however u spell it , who is this really well known older actor and he did this music video and it was someone else singing some rap song or something but he was like dancing around this empty hotel it was the funniest thing ever!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ill try to write tomorrow. im bad about keeping journals tho... people should comment!!!
JeSsI~~~ <3
JeSsI~~~ <3