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[carnivalofchaos]

I need you.
I need you here.
I need you with me.
I need you to not leave me again.
I need to grow old with you.
I need your smile,
I need your laughter.
I need your arms around me tight, telling me I'm gonna be ok.
I need to know everythings going to be ok.
I need to go home.
I need to love you.
I need you to love me.
I need your kisses
I need you laying next to me when I wake up in the morning
I need you snuggling with me when I fall asleep at night.
I need all of you, right now, for always.
I need you..

and I can't have you.
I cant have any of this..
There's some reason why after 5 months all of these feelings come back, but stronger.
I need an explanation.
I need reasoning.
I need confirmation.

I need to calm down, but I can't..