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So.
Time for an update again perhaps?
There's things happening to my life still almost every day. No big things though... or atleast not big in the eyes of an outsider even if they make huge differences for me.
Small things. Small relaizations aobut how my life is now. The glimpse of where it is heading.
Ofcourse, I already are hope and aim for my future with Marianna. But Al lthe time here and ther I see theese small details, and though they're details they're so many and so... significant that it does make it even more promising. And reminds me it is not just a dream. Reminds me it is real, and working.
An then, again add the facts from before. The fact, of this almost wierd but deep understanding of eachother. THe way we almost know what the other is going to say, and can finish eachother's sentences. The way we knbow what the other intended even if they failed, and the way we understand even if bad moods or other tihngs osmetihnes makes us think worse. We always seem to manage to understand eachother. Points and intentions. Thoughts and problems. And I feel quite blessed to have found someone that understands me like that, and that I can say I understand like that in return
And so. As I am speaking quite "fluffily" but yes, still honestly, I get to my point. IT has taken till now to quite see what I have in this. All those small details. The indirect results of all of this. The points where MArianna and I avoid the big troubles and big misstakes and big missunderstandings becasue we understand like we do and talk about anytihng and everything... That we have had a solid 3 months and that things are even better now...
And I think, like Marianna pointed out to me last night. Thet by now, we are slowly but safely past the "3 month crisis" by now. And well. Yes there was alittle more... issues then than before, but I tihnk it is safe to say we solved them quite well and without much tension at all... So I would say, this is quite promising to my eyes. And sa long as Marianna thinks the same I think it wil lbe quite a good future for us both.
When I'm less than I should be
When I just can't face the day
When darkness falls around me
And I just can't find my way
When my eyes don't clearly see
And I stumble through it all
You I lean upon, you keep me strong
And you rise me when I fall
You are there when I most need you
You are there so constantly
You come shining through, you always do
You are always there for me
When life brings me to my knees
When my back's against the wall
You are standing there right with me
Just to keep me standing tall
Though a burden I might be
You don't weary, you don't rest
You are reaching out to carry me
And I know I'm heaven-blest
You are there when I most need you
You are there so constantly
You come shining through, you always do
You are always there for me
Time for an update again perhaps?
There's things happening to my life still almost every day. No big things though... or atleast not big in the eyes of an outsider even if they make huge differences for me.
Small things. Small relaizations aobut how my life is now. The glimpse of where it is heading.
Ofcourse, I already are hope and aim for my future with Marianna. But Al lthe time here and ther I see theese small details, and though they're details they're so many and so... significant that it does make it even more promising. And reminds me it is not just a dream. Reminds me it is real, and working.
An then, again add the facts from before. The fact, of this almost wierd but deep understanding of eachother. THe way we almost know what the other is going to say, and can finish eachother's sentences. The way we knbow what the other intended even if they failed, and the way we understand even if bad moods or other tihngs osmetihnes makes us think worse. We always seem to manage to understand eachother. Points and intentions. Thoughts and problems. And I feel quite blessed to have found someone that understands me like that, and that I can say I understand like that in return
And so. As I am speaking quite "fluffily" but yes, still honestly, I get to my point. IT has taken till now to quite see what I have in this. All those small details. The indirect results of all of this. The points where MArianna and I avoid the big troubles and big misstakes and big missunderstandings becasue we understand like we do and talk about anytihng and everything... That we have had a solid 3 months and that things are even better now...
And I think, like Marianna pointed out to me last night. Thet by now, we are slowly but safely past the "3 month crisis" by now. And well. Yes there was alittle more... issues then than before, but I tihnk it is safe to say we solved them quite well and without much tension at all... So I would say, this is quite promising to my eyes. And sa long as Marianna thinks the same I think it wil lbe quite a good future for us both.
When I'm less than I should be
When I just can't face the day
When darkness falls around me
And I just can't find my way
When my eyes don't clearly see
And I stumble through it all
You I lean upon, you keep me strong
And you rise me when I fall
You are there when I most need you
You are there so constantly
You come shining through, you always do
You are always there for me
When life brings me to my knees
When my back's against the wall
You are standing there right with me
Just to keep me standing tall
Though a burden I might be
You don't weary, you don't rest
You are reaching out to carry me
And I know I'm heaven-blest
You are there when I most need you
You are there so constantly
You come shining through, you always do
You are always there for me